Felt so wrong...

That day when my parent heard I said "headache until vomit"
They are so worry... My dad even worry my HEAD got problem...
They are not only sent me to Mahkota Medical Centre for check-up, but also brought me to consult by sinsheh.

Haiz... how can I fulfill my dream to travel around the world?
How old already? I'm still making my parent worry about me.
Where is my independance goes?
Is health problem, so actually is not related to self - management problem...
Consoled myself ?!?!
Maybe...

After came back from Malacca, I knew that my dad & mum not only just want to do their responsible
They are also dote & love me.
So many days now i had been taken the coloring medicine...
I was actually hate those pill...
PINK + YELLOW + BLACK
All kinds color are suit for wear but not eat.
Those pill had also make my urine smell like pill!!!
I hate!!! I hate!!!
What to do, I have to continue eat for the rest 2 month...
I just hope those pill won't follow me forever.

Just 2 month enough ya... Can't more okie?
okok... >Consoled again<

I felt so wrong because I promise my dad will sleep before 10pm
I promise myself start jogging again every FRI, SAT,SUN
but
Both I didn't do what I supppose to do
Sorry "my lovely daddy" I let u down & cheating I slept before 10pm everyday.
I was only try to cook something with no MSG...

Felt so SIN... so SIN... so SIN...

Sorry daddy... please don't call me and care me too much
I felt so guilty...
Try change my unhealthy schedule tomorrow...
At least sleep before 12 lo...

1.01 am now...
Is still bloging, upload photo & plan travel to Sabah
DISASTER!!!
dare u good fall down from stair
HMM...

Lucky Thursday?

OMG... Today was damn lucky...
I fall down from TCPJ Annex.
Lucky Jaron drag me, and I didn't push ying ying.
If not I think everyone will laught...
Damn Paiseh... Hope he not seen^^
My leg now "bongkak", sakit sangat.

宫心计

尽管我只是小小人物
但，人非圣贤；谁能无过
我又何能何得去批评或指责呢

外面的世界
如此攻心
如此斤斤计较
还真不想插上一脚
但，我的优越总会使人妒忌
而我又怎能不牵连在内

隐士高山；世外隔绝；流浪去吧

请求神名保佑我这小女子
实践我小小愿望，完成我大大心愿

小女子下个目的地能去新西兰吗？
天时，地利，仁和；啊！！！

Today mood damn good^^

0945 - Woke up, brush teeth, shower, and went to wash my clothes @ listening song 1035 – Warm my Taufu Egg Seaweed Soup, (soup + bread = breakfast) @ listening song
1050 – Iron my clothes @ listening song
1150 – Went to college be my housemate ELLY guest (hotel management student)
1210 – Oh… In the restaurant (practical restaurant) only I knew is being Queenie (Elly classmate) guest
1330 – Finish the fine dining. Get to know I new friend from Japan.
1335 – Library asking for sign-in student helper (earn $ by shelving 1hours RM5) The person in charge asks me to wait for call because they have new rules.
1400 – Met Ming Fong in library when I was learnt how to write my guiding commentary.
1402 – Receive call from library, ahaha happy (good news)
1405 – They ask me when I free and do the job as soon as possible.
1410 – The kaka show me the way to shelving (but I know already la, never mind let her show)
1415 – Started shelving (working hours from 2pm – 6pm)
1615 – Ask myself (how long already I shelving)
1700 – Ask myself (when long is 6pm)
1750 – Ask Myself (when I can finish)
1805 – Yeah… I can back home already
1806 – Went to fill up the form to mark down my working hours
1825 – Finally the staff able to print to correct form for me to fill (always print the wrong form to me, maybe I’m too pretty he can’t concentrate)
1840 – Reached home with sweat a lots (raining soon have to walk faster than usual)
1850 – Started cook for my dinner (ingredient : Broccoli, Tomato, Egg, Instant Noodles, Prego Italian Sauce)
1930 – Can eat lo… Wait… Wait… Wait… take picture first… Ahaha…
1935 – Instant Noodles cook in pasta style really looked good (spent 5 minutes to take picture)
2050 – Online at Daffnie house (she is a architecture student, know her from Jac)

Entire time is:
Chat with my Yean Yean, MingFong, Jay (happy birthday to JAY)…
Surfing some general knowledge (actually not general at all, just want to be knowledgeable lady)
Waiting the 0000 to be the first flying bless to my best friend “CK… happy birthday”
Why so many people birthday recently??? Jay, CK, Farah, Ah Chong… Adui…

What next…
AHAHA… DREAMING TILL WAKE UP (how long the journey I need to spent???)
ANSWER: Have to wait until I woke up lo^^ BOOM!!!

This is what my Talented Yean Design d-:
no mentor learnt himself...

The happy time of him (sent me his SOMBONG-NESS design : got copyright de wor~said is valuable)

His successful result only will make me jealous, so JEALOUS...

Give up my dream (ART line) and then choose TOURISM line is correct?

Whether is correct or not just do everthing well be a winer but not a loser^^

TOURISM ALSO CAN ART WHAT!!!

Life; Live; Art

are we all is clown? live in clown world...

They say the original clown wore an inverted smile.
She entertained, but at her own expense.
These days, the clown wears a smile on her face.
A painted smile?
A forced mask?
Or an evolved clown?
The clown no longer wears an inverted smile.
Maybe, the clown has learnt to smile.
And really smile.
The evolved clown.
The original clown wore an inverted smile.
The original clown or the evolved clown?
The smile or the inverted smile? =)

苦中做乐之头痛篇

想当年老娘’劈夭’ 的时候
雷电交加, 场面紧张
一个不小心(其实是来不及躲)
一颗子弹就这样准准打中我的脑袋


啊…啊… 当时的月亮(哼着王菲的歌)


当时帮会大乱, 中枪后的我根本就不能去医院求救
在暗友的家等死…
几年以后
突然有一天
我的那颗定时炸弹爆发了
医生告诉我说命只剩下三个月
我知道这次必死无疑
所以老娘决定告诉大家为何当年的我没死

事情是这样的
当年的那个晚上
我所谓的暗友就是
老娘暗恋的那个’ 他’
一直陪在我身旁
紧紧的抱着我说
‘只要你不死, 我就永远跟着你’
就这样我为自己制造了奇迹
老娘没死到

试想像只要老娘不死你的一身就跟定老娘
是多么大的牺牲
我是混哪儿行的, 几危险一下天天要提心吊胆
他提心吊胆不久就比我先走一步了
现在的我正等着和他再次度过奇迹下半身
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以上纯属虚构, 是我头痛时跟朋友讲的废话
特别献给JARON & YING YING – DT 29

希望头痛快快好, 健健康康或下去
等下要去 BODY CHEK-UP 咯