Sunday, November 29, 2009

最终最爱我自己

今天原本不打算找伍馨的
但还是忍不住,我处了门

爱情与友谊- 友谊会排第一
爱情与家人- 家人会排第一
爱情与事业- 爱情会排第一

爱情与自己- 自己会排第一

总的来说,正确排列以重要性角度是
自己,家人,友谊,爱情,事业

最终我是自私的,
我玩不起更碰不得,

对不起,我伤了所有爱过我的男性
请原谅我那儿高尚而且过分的自己
我重视友谊多过你,我是懦弱女子
这环节我想我是不敢爱也不敢承认

如果有天我豁出去了,那么我真的是爱你的吧
自今我乃在痴痴的等,就是想盼那一天的到来

在爱情这方面,我永远是失败的一方
这就是为什么,造就今天的一败涂地

棒打鸳鸯的自封,就怕在次做错事
原谅我就是这样的女生

戴佩妮要在明年1月16日在云顶开唱。
林胜吉会在明年1月16日在云顶赴约?
张雪妮肯在明年1月16日在云顶观赏?

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Friday, November 27, 2009

This trial week
OMG I sleep most of the time
I didn’t study as hard as I must
What the hell I’m !!!
Monday
Tour Management - I can’t do
Tour Operation - I can do but crap a lots
Tuesday
Tour Environment - I can do but crap too
CRS - I can do but still not well enough
Wednesday
Tour Leading - I can’t do
Professional Conduct - I can do but too long my slides
Thursday
Tour Packaging - I can do quite well Mr. Timo said^^
BM - I can’t do oral, written ok

Haiz…
How lei??? How lei???
What’s my final will be?
Will I continue sleep?
I have tried drinking a lots tea
Avoid drink my favor coffee
And never tried to drink red bull
But end up I still felt sleepy...
Haiz maybe like Elly say I not care to the trial gua…

Friday, November 20, 2009

Pak Ale & Me de conversation - My Mentor from Bali

Today I had chat with Pak David, Pak Yudish & my Pak Ale
So miss them

Bali Pak Ale says (3:04 PM):

Hi
(R) shirnie (R) said (3:04 PM):
HI...
MY handsome
Bali Pak Ale says (3:04 PM):
my little girl
Bali Pak Ale says (3:05 PM):
hw r u doing
(R) shirnie (R) said (3:05 PM):
ur little girl is doing well
how bout u
Bali Pak Ale says (3:05 PM):
alwys fine
(R) shirnie (R) said (3:07 PM):
oh... really?
Bali Pak Ale says (3:07 PM):
If I die tomorow I want to say I mis u alot
(R) shirnie (R) said (3:07 PM):
without me still will be fine???
(R) shirnie (R) said (3:08 PM):
doubt
Bali Pak Ale says (3:08 PM):
so you know that you have brought my heart wit u
(R) shirnie (R) said (3:09 PM):
ohrrrr....
really???
(R) shirnie (R) said (3:10 PM):
doubt
Bali Pak Ale says (3:11 PM):
u never trust anyone so I just fine if u say it
(R) shirnie (R) said (3:12 PM):
haha...
im waiting u said this
long time i didn't hear
so miss the sound like
Bali Pak Ale says (3:13 PM):
at least u knew
(R) shirnie (R) said (3:14 PM):
of course i knew it
Bali Pak Ale says (3:15 PM):
hows Mom nd dad
Bali Pak Ale says (3:16 PM):
r they still headik with you
(R) shirnie (R) said (3:16 PM):
yaya...
i told them i want work at bali
they want to kill me
wakaka
Bali Pak Ale says (3:17 PM):
ok i move to kl
and they want to kill me
(R) shirnie (R) said (3:20 PM):
why???
Bali Pak Ale says (3:21 PM):
because i will kidnap u
(R) shirnie (R) said (3:21 PM):
wow... im so scared now...
(R) shirnie (R) said (3:22 PM):
behave ur words ya...
ahaha...
it can be the proof
Bali Pak Ale says (3:29 PM):
just will kidnap ur heart
(R) shirnie (R) said (3:34 PM):
oh... lucky is not my soul
Bali Pak Ale says (3:34 PM):
no it also kill my self i would not do that
(R) shirnie (R) said (3:35 PM):
hmm!!!
jual mahal...
do u know what i mean?
Bali Pak Ale says (3:36 PM):
yeah
just wait for the right time it will come
(R) shirnie (R) said (3:37 PM):
cant catch u
Bali Pak Ale says (3:40 PM):
u never know and so do i
Bali Pak Ale says (3:43 PM):
so hws is family
(R) shirnie (R) said (3:44 PM):
oh... my family??? good of course
juz exam in corner
(R) shirnie (R) said (3:45 PM):
and don't want to continue study or work
*dunno want to continue study or work
Bali Pak Ale says (3:45 PM):
just chose the right one dear
(R) shirnie (R) said (3:47 PM):
dilemma now
Bali Pak Ale says (3:48 PM):
why
(R) shirnie (R) said (3:48 PM):
study is good but work is good too
not so sure which to choose
Bali Pak Ale says (3:49 PM):
yeah but good study get good job
(R) shirnie (R) said (3:50 PM):
u really think so?
Bali Pak Ale says (3:52 PM):
yeah if u continue u might get better job than if you stop now
i suggest u continue study when our parents still can support us
u r luck and better than me
Bali Pak Ale says (3:53 PM):
want to continue but finace is not enough
(R) shirnie (R) said (3:57 PM):
do u think u get a good job now?
Bali Pak Ale says (3:58 PM):
no
if can continue study I will get better job
u know i work until night outside and with computer so complicated
(R) shirnie (R) said (4:02 PM):
so what kind of job u think is better? from your point
Bali Pak Ale says (4:06 PM):
every job field is the same but the position in management is diffrent and depend your study grade and experience
Bali Pak Ale says (4:09 PM):
like in war u will win with full loaded gun and the most modern of gun u will use
(R) shirnie (R) said (4:10 PM):
i think i knew what to choose...
now i more confident toward my choice
Bali Pak Ale says (4:13 PM):
great thats my real little girl
(R) shirnie (R) said (4:53 PM):
thanks...
Bali Pak Ale says (4:54 PM):
u r most welcome my little princes
Bali Pak Ale says (5:11 PM):
I have to go honey
thanks for share
you have freshed my soul today
(R) shirnie (R) said (5:12 PM):
thanks also
handsome
bye
take care
hope we can chat next time
Bali Pak Ale says (5:12 PM):
wish you and family have a great weekend
Bali Pak Ale says (5:13 PM):
I will let u know if i go to KL in very soon
(R) shirnie (R) said (5:14 PM):
ok

Thursday, November 19, 2009

SUCK taylor's college school of hospitality & TOURISM


Today I damn angry with everything of taylor's college school of hospitality & TOURISM
The staff & the lecturer is suck...

Time table of our FINAL ASSESSMENT got mistake
It is confirm the EXAM CENTRE fault
BUT...

The staff said "In this case I don't want to blame anyone, because both side had wrong"
The LOW EQ MR.TONY said "Hey student, how can u not serious, why u laught!!!"

Imagine u didn't do anything wrong, but the people keep scolding at u
(of course not only me IS OUR WHOLE CLASS- DIPLOMA TOURISM 29)
Is very annoying and rediculous

why some people they are wrong but don't want to admit?
why some people they are don't know anything but still want to pretend?
why some people they are only let us disapoint but again and again?
why some people they are look like adult but mental just like a child?

chance had been given
but they are still perform the same thing and let u felt class so miserable

people are disaster creature
I hate those who are clown be-ING

Today Mr.Tony performing is really really make people felt not satisfied
He is seriously really no EQ at all?
My comment is:
"Just like a little girl so easy to get angry @#$%^&"

"sampat" de Mr.Tony

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

my dote dote de sister

this monday, my younger sister wake me up from my "magic bed"

why I called it "magic bed"
because I think magic man had spell on my bed
everytime I saw my bed, I will fall to his body
then sleep until i felt enough
damn scary bed... so I'm so worry when I want to enter my room
phobia with my "magic bed"

ok, continue with my sis
she is so so cute...
I dote my younger sis very much
she younger than me 5 years old
but we have no communication problem

one of reason we have no communication problem is:
she my childhood PLAYER

we done many crazy thing (sampat-sampat & gila-gila to...)
we bet something with money (RM50-RM50 & RM100-RM100 to...)
we played fun in everything (kacau- kacau & menyebuk-menyebuk to...)
we laughted because some lame thing (wakaka-wakaka & tak habis-habis)

why call me??? on line 1hrs...
told me she can move to science class successfully
and told me many more about her (story)
and we keep complaint to someone we dislike
and the highlight is she said she "miss me"
wakaka... I miss u too

she said miss me for 1 month only we didn't meet
how if I go NZ 1 year???
she will "xiu si wa" - hokkian

this 20th Nov Friday,
I will not only can meet my friends, my family, and my cute younger sister
muack ^^

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

PAPA JOHN DAYS

I suggest go to PAPA JOHNS eat...





Delicious de started


Creamy de butter

Suit for diet de salad

PAPA PIZZA 1

PAPA PIZZA 2
BAKED RICE

my first guest : JARON

my second guest : YINGYING

my third & forth guest : DEBRA & FARAH
of course & me
bill please : wah RM71.20
After French Trial we go lunch at Sunway Piramid de PAPA JOHN PIZZA
Which I ate before at Bali, but today is the first time at MALAYSIA
The taste is different, be frank PAPA JOHN at Bali is nicer
Maybe is because the atmosphere ba...

Saturday, November 14, 2009

again... become no more suprise

the title = bored

there again...

my favourite = when I not happy; after ate I will be happy again
but I prefer fish chop...
today the waiter wrong sending my favourite to me
sent to me cheese baked rice with pork chop
I'm not happy anymore... haiz...

the beverage that I order everytime - hot mostly

set meal free soup and dessert

just felf bored with the wrong timing ate the wrong thing

haiz... shirnie ah... shirnie... u are so lucky got food to eat
still felt not satisfied???
sin

Friday, November 13, 2009

working holiday new zealand - how i start...

This is my colleugue from Bali...
Pak David
Who had sent an offline message to me...
How I know them???
Is internship - been there training for 3 month
So miss everything there; People, F&B, Culture, Nature

Because of this experience, making me more want to seek for working holiday in everything + + +

From newspaper, magazine, internet that I read & surf before, I remember is :
"I discover in this world I can work & holiday" in year 2004
wow... I'm so addict-ing with this ...
I want... I want...

Just now, seek for infomation about this, now I knew more...
 "Is not only can go to NZ or Australia, country like UK, Ireland,Canada and so many choice..."
wow... I'm damn happy right now...
Just feel like full with energy - seek for infomation
(although next week is my diploma trial exam, still lepak-ing here)

Experience... experience... experience...
Thinking now... "is every country offer wash toilet job & free holiday"
Then I will #$%^&*(think too much)
Anyway I'm happy now^^
yipi^^ yipi^^

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Today = Happy de Day

Today is what day???
I break my record... just a game...
I played almost 1 year finally I reach level 10
I'm so happy^^





























I'm glad although I not really doing well in everything
But I satisfied.
So Jaron be happy everyhing will be alright.

"when u bored just let's wolf"













http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CcQT7lH6vyQ

After that, I found something so meaningful
Please if u free or u loss
Just have a click the link below
Your mind will be more clear...
For me it is...













http://www.bearotic.com/2009/02/23/best-animated-short-oscar-winner-2009/

Be enjoy what I bring to you;
Life will be a past,
But it giving us an unforgetable memory ~

Monday, November 9, 2009

献给所有梦寻者

他 - AH GOH 要去法国五年;
她 - NIENIE 要去新西兰两季。

他是肯定的;
她是不定的。

他是未来为途径;
她是体验为假意。

前途;
贪玩。

有人为梦而猛兴奋;
有人为梦而猛忧愁。

有梦敢敢追,有人痴痴等;
有意心有意,有力心有力。

祝愿所有梦寻者,梦想成真^^

Friday, November 6, 2009

FISH & POND and TAD

Do you want to be a Small Fish in a Big Pond? Or a Big Fish in a Small Pond?
Does the Small Fish belong only to the Small Pond? And the Big Fish only to the Big Pond?
Can the Small Fish one day make it to the Big Sea? Or the Ocean? And can the Small Fish survive?
Are you a Big Fish or a Small Fish?

I don’t believe “NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE” because some things are simply IMPOSSIBLE no matter how hard we try.
I’m not being negative or narrow minded, just being realistic. That’s life.
I’m also a realistic person. I do not waste time on things I think I am not up to it or if I think I do not have what it takes to be.
I admire people who set goals and achieved it ultimately and of course maintained it.
But I think people who dare to dream of things that are far from reality are kinda naive or silly.
I think one should know clearly one’s ability.
But ironically, sometimes if you don’t try, you won’t know if you really can make it.
Many people told me to try for many things, but due to my realistic self, I rejected.
Sometimes I think being too firm and realistic is not actually a good thing, because you might miss out a lot in life?
Dilemma…

This is my fish & pond philosophy de tad.
CK which u want to be???

棒打鸳鸯

自相牟盾的心理
不由自主的渴望
七上八下的情绪
棒打鸳鸯的自封

要是胜吉看到就会赠我两个字
“活该”
然后缺德的他还会猛歧视批评

不过,这几天妮妮是有点不舒服的
因为又轻微头痛,这样可怜
第一次这样可怜自己,悲

Monday, November 2, 2009

2009.11.01 KETAMgraphy

:- JAC invite me to join
:-BENNY my (DC 29 BF) is follow too
:- COLLIN the Malacian also mau masuk campur
:- ETHAN the gastronomyer
:- KENRY a new freind introduce by ELLY
:- ELLY huh... this she is... my LAME housemate
:- DAPHNE a girl with dream... my dream?!?!
:- SINGCHEER er-jie pretty like model
:- SHIRNIE is me... jin tian chu lai wan^^












finally happy ending with the theme given "ketamgraphy"

thanks you guys... have giving me an unforgetable CRAP momory

pending de luv

too must post were pending in my brain those are nonsence!!! are shit!!! are meaningless!!!

haiz... i only can tell klaught...
but... he & me @#$%

haiz... i only can round the box...
but... him & me ???

pending de luv...
sour but not sweet anymore

pls : don't do something let others down