Haiz... These days my mood is like ROJAK
ROJAK life when will finish???
After Taylor's life I confirm move my next target to Malaysia Tour Guide License
But my parent prefer I go Singapore for work
Somemore help me find the job already... "very high efficency"
But Malaysia is rich with everything than Singapore, why my parent can't understand me???
Why they don't let me go??? Why they always want to block my way???
To show filial obedience is not my style
So I think I will make them angry and angry with my decision
I want to be filial but I don't want my life always control under by my parent
I hope I can hold my life (career)
They always force me do something that I don't like I felt annoying
But I still need to respect them but last I only will argue until hurt my parent
Haiz... nowaday I was easily compromise
Because I knew my parent are old; I shouldn't hurt my parent
So how about my DREAM???
I will have no DREAM...
I should go chasing my dream make them angry
OR
I should listen to them make myself suffer
As a conclusion, I think I should go
Why??? My reason is
I leave now, there is still have my sibling will look after my parent I can no need to worry too much
When the day I come back, I want to stable down, I will take over from my sibling look after them
I just want to leave them before they old?
So that I will have few year is fully own by myself?
To have a kick start on my career
Is selfish am I???
I will persuade my lovely daddy & mummy
Just let me free; I will come back to u
