21st Birthday Thanks 22.01.10

thanks for those call & sms me at 12 midnight

they are Klaugh, Ah Chong, Ging, Bee Chiao, Cha Xiang,

Cai Ciet, Cai Fong, Hong Boon, Boon Bing,

Miao Ling, Lai Cheng

Anip, Ying Ying, Caryn, Ethan, Jac,Unice

那一夜的你和我

在此释放我对你的爱
该从哪儿开始呢?
我想应该是了
是PENNY开始的吧

起初不想承认更不想和你有关系, 总猜不透你的心, 习惯这样被你折磨.
总幻想你能保护我, 好想透气,好疼爱自己些.
要是能早预料你对我的情,我愿意做你的第十五个耳洞.
四季天, 我的房里推满了尘埃, 我开始不安定.
Repeat ask myself am I still Loving You?
答案是,哪天就算我再穷,你还是我的非卖品.
就这样我在你心里过夜了.

不管怎样，我让你知道我是张雪妮！
Di Da...Excuse Me, Anybody Home???
望着日历上的日期, 你要的爱我能给吗?
I swear with Thunder, I can do my best for you.
雨和太阳的日子一天一天的过.
质问自己怎样才可以给你好感觉.
遇见你的第4天仿佛好像醒了二年 睡了二年.
我有想法就是把一切变简单,我们从好朋友做起.
忽然,我觉得我可以为了你而改变.

就算再走一遍，我还是一样选择这条路！
Just sing it, I have wait for so long, I don't mind to wait for another and another.
矛盾的等与时间快转之间.
有人说不一定要爱过才真正拥有.
在这个欲望的世界里, 我还是很爱你, 那就是我对自己的安慰.
Just like her, pretend just like her to get you.
这条傻路一点也不潇洒.
街角的祝福你, 痴痴的等你回来.
努力的我祈祷着也想说: 你知道我在等你分手吗
 一九九九的你和我

我没有天赋，但我会努力，努力去达成这个梦
Oh my god I still standing here alone.
多年以后, 我站在水中央, 我还是孤身一人.
听说你的故事成了不可少的时间打发.
残忍的试想, 要是被拒绝, 乃是什么都舍得?
转眼我对你的爱, 不知不觉已经很久.
偶尔想霸道些, 勇敢的示爱, 但, 我没那么有出息.
最终闹到自己躲在夜里偷偷哭.
再问自己谁让你开心? 还是你. 

待续

戴佩妮《野薔薇》马来西亚演唱會 - 盛開

盛開 时 的妮

擅長跳舞的戴佩妮一出場就先用跳一支充滿節奏感的舞
接着以让我猜对的《吹嗶嗶》來打頭陣
成功馬上炒熱全場氣氛，这包括五馨角的：

未来大导演林小妹
未来音乐家王昭君
未来建筑王潘大帅
未来赤脚姑张阿妮
未来传教师光头忠

阿妮也多次使用吉他和彈奏鋼琴
除了以“正常”方式彈奏外
更瘋狂跳上鋼琴上高唱《不想》一曲，讓人爽到死

最让我喜欢阿妮当天讲的话是自稱是歌迷的藝術品
还有“做人做到这样就够了”
当我听到时，仿佛在勉励着我向她学习
太多经典的话；太多有意思的歌；太多让人想跟着她一起跳的舞
还有必要两难吗？

你不是我的偶像，你是我的学习对象
巴不得变成和你一样的成功也被认同

你知道吗？你把我们五人给妮疯了
不愿走的妮迷

看见听见骆驼的辛德瑞拉
笔

戴佩妮《野薔薇》马来西亚演唱會 - 凋零

凋零 时 的妮

戴佩妮《野薔薇》马来西亚演唱會 - 含蕾

含蕾 时 的妮

《戴佩妮野薔薇大馬演唱會2010》曲目
吹嗶嗶／看見聽見／不想／水中央／兩難／之間（和陳家凱合唱）／吶喊（陳家凱）／怎樣／街角的祝福／愛瘋了／單身潛逃┼淡水河邊┼愛過┼單身潛逃／It’s All About Love／遺憾（阿鑌）／馬來語版《你要的愛》／1999┼79.89.99／已經很久┼我有想法／原諒我就是這樣的女生／明天以後／和阿鑌共跳Swing Jazz／野薔薇／一個人的行李／路／小小／防空洞／（安哥）駱駝／你要的愛（華語搖滾版）／（二度安哥）吹嗶嗶

戴佩妮《野薔薇》马来西亚演唱會 - 綻放

綻放 时 的妮

梦想的执著

日月的对调，

时光的流逝，

不知觉的已经到了开学的第二星期，

回顾自己在放假里所做过的事，

还真的没有任何的烦恼，

放假里，

去了很多的地方，

看了多部电影，

常常的“早出晚归”，

和他们一起混得真开心。

看着他们对自己的梦想的执著，

抱着决心的迈向前进着，

就只有我，

没有着像他们一样的努力，

往着目标前进，

到底是怎么了？？？

我的前方很模糊不清，

毫无方向，

像行尸走肉的走着，

到底我所要的终点在哪？

原来，

我所要的跟他们不一样，

我没大志，

没上进心，

像个空着躯体，

有时觉得他们背负的，

和我有所不同，

他们能有偶尔的任性，

我却不能这样，

我想要很强的斗志，

但，

如何才能点燃内心的那把火？

最近的生活重心也有点偏离了，

沉淀却带有点自暴自弃了，

冷静却有点烦躁，

不想这样的我。。。

我，

不懂，

不知道，

不能了解，

自己了。。。。。
 
（转载自: 寒霜纷飞     梦想的执著）

不要以为我们都很好
家家有本难念的经
我们会迷茫，很可能是我们走错路了
所以造成我们行尸走肉
我想，
是时候找条自己喜欢走的路
是捷径也好，是颓废也好，是什么都好
豁出去吧
不见光死，心不爽
我们开始转变吧
好像老了，再拖会爆炸
忠，加油

BC L14 21

After back from Kuching & Singkawang trip
I continue stay at Subang
Because I lazy to travel back Malacca then go Genting alone
So I decided stay here & disturb James & my ex- housemate
BC L14 21 is the SIMBOL for all my ex-housemate
Which include : Benny,Elly,Ethan,Jac & Shirnie

Due they just move to Suriamas (the apartment with very good environment)
So I had help them clean their house
The moment I clean
I knew I going to miss them badly
Thanks god giving the chance stay with them these few days
I will appreciate

Hope can stay in the same roof like before
But I decided to leave them fight for my future
Just learnt with Benny
Leave & Fight

There is some others new housemate coming in
But wish them Aman Damai for the next 2 years

the day I leave SINGKAWANG

I saw Benny eye... turn red like that day at airport
He try to skip eye contact with us
And suddently I felt my eye was blur... because tear
OMG is so unbelieveable I will get so touch with the last good bye
Due is maybe last time I play with him
So my eye...
Take care Benny... Maybe next time I will find u again at Australia or Jakarta

Sad

Before to Kuching & Singkawang

Just now my parent ask me a lot this & that...
Worry me la... Too much...
Make me felt stress now

Still remember last time I get lost...
Still remember last time how brave I'm go Lombok Indonesia alone

The risk for a girls travel is always dangerous in my parent mind
How can I change their thinking?
As a result, I decided travel more often
Let them feel travel is actually not that dangerous as they think

Already plan where to go, where to eat, where to play
Hope the trip will be successfully end

Travel is my dream

My Heart Saw My Dad Old liao

02.01.10 after gotong royong is lazy to do others thing

But, my dad had imform me in advance he want me to help him

"dye his hair from white to black"

That days my young sis had create the SAMPAT sentense again

"dad, u are handsome and u got the white hair smell"

"jie, u are pretty and u got the sunflower smell"

*smell here mean feel

haha... is funny when we talk

But I want to say

"dad, u are old and got the dote smell"

Why??? He always dote me very

Always make me felt guilty

Because I'm always make him worry

03.01.10 My lovely dad birthday

Look he is so happy, and I can see he felt touch when we sing birthday song

My mum also quite old liao

Gastric always...

Pity her cant eat chili, some more want to diet

OMG, hope she can slim, but worry her healty

My elder sis suggest celebrate with dad

She is more filial than me I think

Thanks to her stay at hometown taking care of my parent these years

Now, I'm gonna to be not filial again

I want leave my home, my parent again

I hope I can have few year freedom

After I will back to my dad & mum side

I promise

My younger sis, too naive
Im worried to her always
So, I always teach her to be cruel a bit
Be more confident...
Maybe she is the younger sis, logically will make me more dote & care

I cant stable recently, because I know I going to home sick agian
I force myself to acheive my dream
I will sacrifice the time to be with them

They old already; I worry I'm wasting time

Stay with them?
Now admit I'm family oriental

MG is located at Melaka Raya

Is a vegetarian high class restaurant with nice atmosphere

Ging like the wall decoration

I like the food there...

After we go continue to Nadeje

The origin of mille crepe

It is located at Pahlawan Mall, left handside from Old Town

Nowadays we like to go there enjoy our spoil life

Then we nothing to do, start try Klaugh NEW specs

Please rating who suitable with the specs!

No 1. Chong

2) CK

3) nienie

4)Ging

Actually is useless we rate

Because the brazen face Klaugh sure will said "I'm the best"

Cheap-jing Klaugh

everthing gone & goes

2010.01.01     01:15am

Sunflower year for me
I addicted to u - Sunflower

sunflower promise make ^.^