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一个疯子之所以变疯子

2012-01-05T02:02:00.001+08:00

半年前已经开始发疯，或更正确的说又疯了。那种又清晰的重复打带-那心律不正常又来了-那个不想再挖的黑洞-手冷了

不如这样说吧，疯子的心情犹如：
当太阳永不能照着太阳花，又或者是当太阳花枯萎了而太阳又赶在月亮之后。

曾以为，太阳赶在月亮之后还可以见到它那熟悉的太阳花；
怎么知，太阳花命中注定不能永等太阳屡屡赶在月亮之后，
曾以为，太阳花是可以代替的；
怎么知，每当太阳赶在月亮之后照着的是无法取代。

太阳明白了，真搞懂了，它是不能让那太阳花长相伴。
太阳深感歉意，没能在最后一回月亮来临前学会这道理。

夕故惜事
就因为这样有时会降太阳雨，可太阳雨有害万物啊；
就因为这样太阳雨也少降了，太阳想要有责任的升起与落下；
就因为这样它每天日落而息，有天太阳被吞了几个钟；
就因为这样太阳有时间恍然，太阳没有能力阻止“发生”这下做的东西；
就因为这样太阳终于大悟了，它不能在当一个正常太阳。
就因为这样不规矩温室效应，源头终究整个星球都有自己的之所以。

听听penny的
《多么想念你》《美好时光》《Hey Girl》《One Last Song》《亲爱的再见》
按抓（福建）一连五首那么的巧
哈！哈！哈！是听者有意罢 @#$%*&^!!!

When you think you lost control…

2011-12-09T11:52:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, it’s goddam to know the true; the fact.
Some will say OMG… automatically show you their OMG expression
Some will say I knew I knew… like fortune teller
The above sarcastic is acceptable.

But some bastard will really make you lose control.
This is even worse than when you are not able to control your sexual desire.
Face to those idiots is really not my style man!
I felt like I was sort of disappearing, it was that kind of crazy felling.
I wondered what the heck those idiot still living for?
I knew that’s awful in my opinion, but please allow me to release my anger here.
It was pretty depressing.
If you could figure out how you face to those idiot all the time.
It was so mean.
You might though probably I’m too touchy, but instead.
Irritated I understood you might not want to continue reading.
I could be a phony, and you could puke every time you met me after this.
Every time after those idiot, you would not knew how desperate I want to escape those terrific moment.
Sometimes they wasn’t listening what you talk, hardly even listened to you!
They are fantastic, absolutely goods for nothing!
Couples of time I want to just kill myself.

Anyway thanks to those idiot, not pulling your leg, I’m appreciate, I really do.
What a small world meet those idiot.
Is fate, no choice, maybe…
I’m the most terrific liar when you repeat above paragraph.

Last, sorry for typing all this lousy vocabulary & crap comment.
I think this is the first time I’m so rude which is really not my style.
I’m a phony, puke!

Lost control -> Hit… Hit… Hit… Arh~ Arh~ Arh~
Password : 5 stars I guess you know what is Hit & Arh

永远不要和白痴争辩。因为他会把你的智商拉到和他同一水平，然后用丰富的经验打败你。

献给；Just for you - Matilda

2011-11-26T16:40:00.000+08:00

那一夜我们小酒怡情，

谢谢你与我分享你的浪漫史。
那一夜我又是羡慕又是替你开心；
羡慕是因为你骄傲的show 出那无法遮盖的幸福光芒；
替你开心是因为我感觉到你们肯定可以携手建立美满家园。
遇此良人足矣啊！

Once in a lifetime that a special dream comes true.
And now your entire world seems beautiful and new.
He must be extra special, because he is marrying a lovely girl.
Best wishes always!

你丈夫的妈 - SHIRNIE

疯语录

2011-11-02T15:26:00.003+08:00

切忌：别用一般语调来阅读以下惊天地，泣鬼神的疯语录。
技巧：要是能疯腔疯调的就最配合，不枉费您这般精神来这儿踏青疯。
配乐：可选大提琴为主、钢琴配乐的清音乐来边阅边听便进入作者的心境。

准备好了才再往下好奇的品尝疯的滋味。
倘若舍弃以上特备提示，您将不会怎样。
绝对没有诅咒，只是会阻止你想揍人拖延时间往下读的急动。

要不要再考虑考虑，去准备准备那美意的温馨提示在读啊？
我知道您可能开始烦了，真的看到作者会想揍她一顿以解心烦怒放。

不再骚扰了，请。

最近她是 - 疯婆子
那天本想呈献篇让男人看了都梦寐想娶的女人，不知为何脑里抄着稿着至今还没想让它面世。
可悲负可叹啊。。。

最近那爱到处量马路的疯妮人；疯过瘾还搞哈疯乐。
她啊，最近老爱疯疯癫癫的过日子，但又不想被人知道。搞低调？
有时得意时还跟自己说，疯日子要hold住，hold住她疯的那一刻。
那一刻，她可以疯到心怀鬼胎似的面对她讨厌的，看不爽的，不甘愿做的。
疯的时候也尽量理智的去掩饰把人都给蒙过去。

她疯了？确确实实的疯了！人本该就得疯疯癫癫的过着每一天？
她会这么疯癫，是因为她在混日子。
她的日子实在混不下去了，乏了。

没了昼夜；活到不知年月日。
没了想头；活到不知呼吸下一秒为的是什么。
没了没了；活到不知没了什么而没了。

人往往在没有方向的时候，就会回忆起没方向前的决定。

回忆回到两年前的十月。。。
那年她正在考虑该继续为文凭而继续，还是继续鄙视文凭而继续。

同窗，室友皆有各自想法。
多数人为了文凭而继续，因为他家老子有的是钱，即使毕了业在外打工薪金低还有后盾。
有的死了都要死到国外工读，这种精神我敬佩不已，因为真没钱读了他家老子还是会做后盾。
有的继续，结果还是不到一年就毕业，上了社会大学做了老板也因为他家老子有钱让他开店。
有的回老家工作，学有所归为他家老子继承家业，还是因为老子有钱。
有的转了业，日子舒服却周旋在情爱苦难当中，还是因为老子有钱嫌弃门当户不对。

太多因老子有钱的例子，皆应着可能会发生在她身上，所以决定继续鄙视文凭而继续。

两年后的今天，大多同窗与室友正踏着A380从法国回家等毕业典礼。
如果她继续，今天也会疯高彩烈！

她家老子有钱可不是她的钱，所以不好意思成为那些例子。
树要皮，她的脸也要能抬，所以她选择弃争取以上看似嫉世愤俗的资格。
很有疯格，因为她深知己；皮不厚，坚信不会有以下奇观迹景。

她可以为了文凭而继续，毕了业薪金低再向老子要钱；
但她做不来，当初搞革命时都自己想法子养活自己绝不当伸手将军！
她也可以死要到国外工读，没钱了老子会来做后盾；
但她接受不起这种施舍，她会一辈子记住自己多么窝囊，懦弱无能！
她可以继续念书，不至于毕不了业，老子可以供；
但就是知道她没那种闲工夫用工死读书，她不爱为了文凭而读书！
她是可以回家继承父业，可能有那天分搞得有声有色，老子拚下来的嘛；
但就不算头等功，不是她自己闯下的事业！
她也有本事转业，去做林黛玉或者去拥有那棒打鸳鸯看似凄美爱情故事，老子会管会插手；
但她就没想把自己的人生一般般就这么过！

她还年轻呢，才二十出头。
鬼死理想一整个地球般大，还想为那些封建时代没权选择的女性活出点价值来。

从小尽管再怎么难，家人都不会关心下，而大哥只会摆一个大哥款样的训说：
怎么就那么没用，这样那样会死咩？
对一个自小自尊心特强的人来说，听了那种鬼话之后，自尊看得比命重了！
慢慢的开始学会，这样那样不会死了。

记得小学同学老爱给她取外号，最钟意的是那叫-母蟑螂的外号。
那时的她觉得它难听要命，一点都不文雅甚至不符她的形象。
这当然她知道外号本就不是赞反贬的。
长大了，开始喜欢这外号，可惜少有人会叫了，没劲了。
喜欢；人常说蟑螂打不死。
可她明白，她是会死的，等到没了坚持要坚持的，就会死了。

说到底，她就个人间俗子。
可能轮回了几回，她还是个俗气还带点晦气的江子！

那一天，她气了，不停的问：这老天是不是没把她整死心不甘啊？
才过几年安逸清静的日子，又给她开枪抛弹。
不停的挑战她的耐力；是她家老子说狠话了！
那一刻，她跳了；下一刻，她乏了。
她应该好久没有跟自个儿说：狠下心来吧，心死了就不痛了。
她可以再这样教自己干这种不孝的事吗？
早些年，真以为心死了，结果心死不痛即不跳了，怎知脑没死，不停的乱转。
这是天对她的惩罚！
医学上，断定死亡是脑死，即使心还跳！
就因为这样，早些年的她没死，还活着。
哇靠！她就是道德教育上得好，脑子里，不停的转；孝啊！孝啊！孝啊！
结果siao 了咯！
她不得不幽默的过活，她知道只要脑没死，她就得跟天玩。

她家老子那番狠话听在心里，绝不好受。
也可能是几年安逸清静日子后对她的考核吧。
她不停的跟自己说：不用气，不用伤；这是她父母，没有得改变的事实！
她没生我，也有养我；这是她妈的-名句精华。
她牢记于心啊，就这句话，几年安逸清静日子后才明白其中意义。

最近她脑子里不停的在转；转坏事。
心里忐忑的跳，就想轰轰烈烈一回。
天啊，就这么一回，一回就够让她过瘾了。
往后的日子会安分的过。

疯到骨子里头去咯！（请用逍遥喊的方式往内心喊去）
她是自私的，如果她是他的话，肯定就不只自私了，还会自负。
自负她是他而能发光发热。

养疯蓄锐，省着点花，不然就不能傲自私！

请大家放心与安心，她没想变成他；那是要大笔资金去整地。
在请大家放心与安心，她没想动歪脑子；那是要去坐牢打鞭地。
在在请大家放心与安心，她可没丢了秤平；那是要做亏本生意地。
她梦想变成他，去完成她的轰烈梦，在她生命里赚一回。

史、留、命、册

你能明白以上疯言疯语不？
你要是真能明白那就离疯不远咯！请节哀
您没能明白、她没能明白、我没能明白

哈疯哈疯（请用似有回音方式来慢念）
谢谢捧场

2011年10月30日

星馨心思

2011-10-12T14:49:00.011+08:00

开头

累计的想，堆积的念

五星的分，伍馨的离

胃牵的酸，素食的甜

牵挂的苦，巴厘的辣

挂嘴的馋，私房的鬼

嘴唱的歌，佩妮的曲
唱完的曲，不归的目

高潮

谈笑讽声五部曲
大家最爱互相关心，结果就会死命笑
男女最爱谈谈恋爱，结果就被笑你傻
姐妹最爱笑里藏刀，结果就施离间计
兄弟都爱讽来讽去，结果就绪想造反
输家最爱声展才艺，结果就来变脸了

第二波高潮

所谓的伯牙绝弦篇
是谁直唱听海直打带
是谁滥调英歌滥有型
是谁梦想登台梦登空
是谁边跳没人边献丑

是谁缺德捣蛋缺听众

怀念我们一起吃喝又玩乐吗？

怀念阿嬷配合只差没有yoyo check it out 手势？

怀念当初离群索居，一下机就猛联络在哪儿会，而不是回家见那对我提心吊胆的俩老。

翌日，大家心痒痒又想出来聚。
这就是我们在一起时的生活作息。
此次会面，请大家做足准备。
整装待发。

星期五
我要去 Kelebang Sampan 吃扒，然后去吹海风，之后再去红屋拍照。

星期六
一早去跑步，之后去阿忠那间斋餐馆。回家小休，睡个午觉。
晚上继续，Brother John + Serret Recipe + 看电影 / Game场 + 唱 K + 吃粥

星期天

去爬山，之后去吃早餐。

回家；收拾心情，离我各自奔去。

OMG VIDEO from my YOUTUBE account

2011-09-10T02:29:00.004+08:00

shirnie tiew said

ahaha... when I saw tis

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L_aAMrrsw-E&feature=related

Merlimau Sheng Kit says

oh my GOSHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

shirnie tiew says

where u nw?

Merlimau Sheng Kit says

pj lar

the VID ! oh my GOSH !

shirnie tiew says

Merlimau Sheng Kit says

cant stop laughing ....

shirnie tiew says

too...

just nw want to find my youtube vid then saw tis

omg

i cant laughTing

Merlimau Sheng Kit says

后面的人看到傻掉！？

哈哈

shirnie tiew says

yalo...

Merlimau Sheng Kit says

然后最后的咕唧咕唧，景还发出笑声！

walao eh..........................

shirnie tiew says

Merlimau Sheng Kit says

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K7fThQLo_GE&feature=related

哈哈哈哈哈！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

不可以tahan liao ！！！！！！！！！！！

忠：yer，你唱歌平平的，你唱歌平平的！

哈哈哈哈

shirnie tiew says

wait i load

Merlimau Sheng Kit says

真是怀念！

好想再颠一次啊。。

shirnie tiew says

i 4got yuan yuan wa there wif us

walau eh...

Merlimau Sheng Kit says

u baru tahu ah

he like not out gang , we are sooooo SS lo

shirnie tiew says

totally agree

Merlimau Sheng Kit says

>_<

i miss that time ah,,,,

recently work too much liao , tired and tension liao , beh tahan liao

shirnie tiew says

call myfm for beh tahan progam

then u can release ur strees

Merlimau Sheng Kit says

that program really stupid

they all scream seriously , make wanna laugh only

shirnie tiew says

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uJwEiEcOMVo&feature=related

... tis more hao xiao

Merlimau Sheng Kit says

hah,,i saw liao

dunno y , we muz keep left n right ....................................@_@

shirnie tiew says

coz we are in the saMe boat

Merlimau Sheng Kit says

miss the time ~

shirnie tiew says

so just appreciate every tiMe we Met

when we review is so sweet but also Memorable

Merlimau Sheng Kit says

but honestly , we all change bit by bit alraedy

is hard to gather all in nex time

feel like , myb juz meet u guys all once in a year ?

coz later , gin will be more busy to his study , chong will like , more to computer game n bla bla , ck will also get in to work also

time flies yah

shirnie tiew says

so just nw i told ck mayb Meet u guys next CNY

Merlimau Sheng Kit says

guess is the way gua

christmas u not gonna bek is it ?

shirnie tiew says

mayb back but wif fren

so will not Meet u guys

Merlimau Sheng Kit says

hah,,ok

shirnie tiew says

ck say u want to teman d

but where u nw

Merlimau Sheng Kit says

if i bek i also will not teman u

beside , work like hell and shit , how can i go bek ler

shirnie tiew says

very busy Meh?

wanna go gai gai on tis OCT?

Merlimau Sheng Kit says

where ?

shirnie tiew says

u got anyway want to go?

Merlimau Sheng Kit says

so far not yet

that time i have 4 day leavelo

anual leave i mean

shirnie tiew says

plus ur off day lei?

Merlimau Sheng Kit says

dunno

where u wanna go 1st ?

shirnie tiew says

how much u save nw?

go soMewhere Meet ur budget

Merlimau Sheng Kit says

then i cant go anywhere liao lo

shirnie tiew says

where?

we go mulu cave want?

You have just sent a nudge.

After got some sensitive issue is not suit for some people to read.

- END FOR THE DAY -

Hey guys,
Kit seem weird, suddenly so so gelis, walau...

Sorry to myself; sorry to “nothing”

2011-07-27T19:08:00.001+08:00

She is so sorry fail to make herself EMO again in the same period.
She EMO for “nothing” again.
She breach the promise with “nothing” again.
Bad temper, lose control, even she knew this round she was totally EQ zero.

She was the happy girl who in times past made the light melody in surrounding.

It is hard to believe Gods in Heaven capable of such rancour.
Such she had met, was the plan of the spinning fates and it was this plan that she feared.
Neither could she forget the “nothing” when she had battled in the forefront for which she loved.
She remembered there is scars in some where always jump before finish the journey of her life.
Perpetually nursing her heart’s deep wound spoke to herself:
I vanquished? I, to abandon by “nothing” lacking even the strength to keep happy?
The fated forbid me, indeed! Yet I NEVER HAD A DREAM COME TRUE!
She alone, went mad and sinned.
She stolen the happy from surrounding but the Gods caught it and took back.
Otherwise Gods will sweep violently away of every land she step, every sea she swim and the very depths of the sky.
Sometimes she asked:
Can Gods assign me to be with happy and return all great goodness to me?
She knows Gods can give her what she wants, but also will FOC her the challenges task.
This is supply & demand.
She not dares to throw the sky & earth in order to raise mountainous & seas.
So long as she keeps & remain the same, everything will be fine.
She always has a greedy dream which is Gods will say to her:
Please wait in silence, listening keenly, calming your passions and Gods will show you the guide.
She always reminds herself clearly, this is game of subsided of give & take; please treat it as precious secret dream.
She always wishes there is no boundary in space or time.
When she woke up from dream all crush with subjection.
She fall in love but she realizes that their relationship can’t last.
She had no gun now.
The strange; beautiful; dangerous; expected of LOVE she got no right to try.
Love can be hopeless, this is whom epic story?
She had been told by herself please don’t like the hungry ghost measure the road by her no. 11 in day & night.
She trying to download the song she listened few years ago but seem she met the difficulties.
She surfs for searched the song, but those are same title different song.

伍馨胜五星，温妮馨坊

2011-06-23T19:27:00.000+08:00

开心的妮带着开心的心回家庆祝父亲节。正因五月的妮人在越南湄公河量马路，弃母亲节不理因此遭内心谴责。这回回家打算父母亲节一起庆祝。

但由于六月的第一个星期六正是新加坡学校假期的开始，导致妮人回家只需4小时的路程变成8小时那么的离谱。眼看4小时后还卡在马来西亚关卡，心急得打给父亲大人取消改在隔天后庆祝。

但，父亲大人尽胜高调子说 : 不可以
这三个字从那一刻开始更变成我气到快发疯的导火线。

一抵达车站就等那些群出气筒让本姑奶奶出气。又要等，更加让我难以咽得下这口气，所以3个出气筒一到，我马上出言很重。

最气死人的是那神经吉在那幸灾乐祸恨不得马上捏死他！
再来那个光头忠竟然学人留长发恨不得把他的长发拔光！
还是sista最好最让人感到窝心细心显然看不出但体会得出。
再来5分后赶上的俊景才是做我开始发笑的重要人物，
这就要重点给他几个字几个字留点位的提一提。
因为他的出现正是神经吉展现他的烂舌功之际。
他不停的为君景这号人物添加无限的描述逗大家笑，闹，讽。

最后，姑奶奶顺了口气开心回来了。
那一刻，我知道这可能是我三生修来的孽，
结识这般行为举止大有问题且心术不正的烂交。
但，我愿意。
就犹如在教堂里说出来的那三个字
我愿意
的那样幸福陶醉。

当然这回的部落还没结束，重头戏才正要再接着述说。
饿了8个钟填饱了肚，就开始商讨隔天大计。
前些日子与神经吉msn时提到要去晨运，
但一直没有正式实行与施压
导致胎死腹中多次
这回希望有所突破，哪怕难产也好
死求，死念，死看死的等待晨运大计能顺产
结果，黄天不负苦心人
吉妮愿望达成

伍馨全副武装
天没亮大伙儿睡不到五个钟
皆齐在俊景神毯上往目的地飞驰去
一路驶去俊景就阴谋不愧的要其余的拾馨陪他量马路
还好一路上有诸位互相的“关心备至”
最后笑，闹，讽的抵达晨运宝地
眼看宝地原来有那么多的惊喜
大家还没下毯就饥笑声远传
那是伍馨最不约而同地笑，闹，讽；好是兴奋
量完整坐山的马路后
开始拿出泼辣相机四处打量那位某某帮我们影早晨的泼辣照

事后我们就去吃素早餐
我和菌妹妹，光头忠（不，应该是长发忠）
事先各吃了疑是有肉的粽饱腹
搞得神经吉口水直流
伍人齐同桌下还不忘开怀唱大家
真是羡慕死隔壁桌的食客

不对，突然回想应该是我们羡慕隔壁桌的一家幸福四口
爸爸对小女的无微不至细心呵护叫人妒忌；因为我爸不等我就庆祝父亲节
爸爸对妈妈的热情依旧深情款款叫人奢望；因为我遇过的男人只会猛降温
当下的我想发白日梦，但脑海里一个男人都跳不出来没有
尴尬白日梦

每回伍馨自知又得分开时都会依依不舍嫌还没笑，闹，讽；够
这回sista与神经吉更是怂恿长发忠拿病假避上他那所谓的班
Sista于神经吉更不放过俊景逃他那bird bird的课
终，前功尽弃

神经吉也因brada的舍弃，找借口推迟sista的盛情激约
楚楚可怜的sista唯独有想尽办法的去骚扰brada们

打给俊景没接上可能是女粉丝太多不得空理会sista早已习以为常
还是打给长发忠最好，因为他无女理，所以勤接sista来电
sista更为此部落的结束能让brada 大开眼界做为诚意贡品
寒酸之处务请惊记美梦中

请笑着纳

小思大想，很是浪漫

2011-06-18T19:35:00.001+08:00

今天的我讲了很多，从中我也再反思了很多。

我深信不同阶段的我会有不同的再领悟与再反思。

很多的很多没有一定，所以我不会设可能在一个一定。
分解越多的一定，会自造很多的不可能。
原来一定不止一个，可能的数量又是多少？

我不是，也没有资格说是- 有思想。
但我清楚地知道我有再思；也有再想。

当茉莉小姐问我是否容易满足时，我愣了一下。
我容易满足吗？
还是可能累了所以容易满足？
因为这问题，我的心又开了。
我已经开始慢慢地学会满足。
我盼的知足就在不远处吧？！？

人是先有满足后知足；还是先知足后满足？
不，我在此更正：知足就在身边从没离开过。

因为不管是知足还是满足，它们本就是唇齿相依的关系。
知足与满足真是幸福的一对。
难怪那些姥姥们牵着他的老手还能不厌倦的决定下一世要再牵。
我也因此不厌倦的说：期待下一次的满足或知足。
不会厌倦但会让你上瘾。

我和知足与满足贪恋爱了。
我贪知足也贪满足；妮不就该这么活吗。

小思大想，很是浪漫

妮式笑话

2011-04-08T11:21:00.000+08:00

还记得第一次接触美式笑话是在一位很穆纳博学加上有身高看起来像只长颈鹿的教授Mr Boey。很多同窗不太喜欢上他的课，觉得他不风趣根本就不搭众人认为的贵族学府。两年的私立学府生涯，六个学期，整一打的教授，他偏偏就和我们班特有缘；偏偏六个学期，他就与我们一起渡过五个学期。每个学期有最少六七八个科目，太偏偏就占了我们两三个科目堂课。日子久了，大家开始认命与接受，也开始上他那一点都不生动的课。常听其他学哥姐弟妹说，如果要逃课他的课肯定是首选。但我们这一班似乎都很听话，会上他的课。可能我们能够接受这样的他，他开始引入美式笑话给我们。起初我还真难明白其中的笑点所在，漫漫的因为他；我明白了。

就因为这样，我也自不量力地发明妮式笑话。在自己心中建立一个幽默又讽刺的乐园。此外也特别感谢光头忠，他那常常笑人不为过的行为，感染了我；甚至是五馨角这一班。哈，突然发现，光头忠和我那Mr Boey有着共同的点，就是外表穆纳，但却满脑子的幽默风趣(贬义词)。所以啊：人不可貌相，斋老光头忠，开始留头发，吃荤迟早事。啊哈哈。。。我承认这是不良笑话，但我打得爽，笑得意，讽得瘾，心得跳；终于是时候进入重点。

妮人这年龄，没有经历过很多但也不算少。妮人一向要做就最好，不想做就得过且过。妮人明白，想得到中间还有一段就是做得到。从小就不知是因为优良的基因还是什么，就是死认真过活，莫名其妙的变成恩师引以为傲的模范生。一直很想问：为什么选我？可是就问不出。如果侯老师您阅过此妮式笑话，真想您能为我解答多年的疑问。就因为模范生这三个字，我被人排挤，被人出卖，当时那单纯的我开始知道什么叫江湖险恶。我虽然眼浅，但还好我理智坚强，泪洒就算。就因为这种莫名其妙的精神，还可爱到去辅导身边那弱小心灵的人。想起来都觉得可笑。因为从小在这种攻心计环境下成长，渐渐的开始对心理学缠身，造就我那变态的行为感到不太正常。因为这样，我才变得如此实际派。那些毫不实际的，充满幻想的；我在梦里满足爽一下就好。现实生活中我不会宠自己，因为我信我坚持的，我承担我决定的。你们说我偏激，我告诉你们：这是大妮人想法，妮式作疯。

妮人经常在寻觅那很抽象的天平。我不是天平座，我为何对它如此痴迷不悟？因为一路成长过来，世人都说：这世间上太多的不公，根本无法在控制之下。妮人哲言：事在人为，核心乃天平所在。倘若没患上耳水不平衡的人，一般人行动上都会很自然给人脑带来这自然反应讯息。如此白痴答案，为何我还在痴迷不悟，痴痴的寻寻觅觅。哈，这可能是人为反应影响到自然反应。可能大家都忘了天平本能反应这道理。又或者是心怀鬼胎的人逆天平本能反应造就不公的诞生。我心灵上莫名很受伤的接受；我实际上开始很大方的接受。

妮人开始发现原来我们从小就在不同的环境对待下成在。我感谢上天然我明白，人生本是问题叠问题。而问题重复问题就像我们玩电子游戏一样，需过关往下一关拼，拼不到就原地踏步，失败再重来、失败再重来，直到胜利字眼灿烂的为你喝彩。有些人遇到问题重复问题时，就会不耐烦才不厌其烦的去应对。而有些人则选择让它烂掉算了，因为太烦。但问题一直存在，怎能瞑目？自个儿问题结晶品不能怨谁。若问题是他人杰作，那简直就是世纪大作家，人人喊打。偏偏这世界我包不起，我不是独立个体，我必须面对这些大作家，感谢他们出题让我们做题。

妮人向来甚少在外头买饮料，原因是过不了卫生这一关，再来是用餐时如果搭配饮料容易导致肥胖问题还有就是对肠胃不好。这些小小的问题如果长年累月的累积，我真相信有损健康。当然甚少那就代表有例外啦。哈，当妮哪天突然心血来潮，那双脚不受控制时还是会买她爱喝的奶油果汁 avocado juice。同样的价钱，不同的果汁成分；甲档卖的是80巴仙的纯果汁，乙档卖的竟是50巴仙的水果汁。原因何在？难道是档位月租问题而引起？在我观察看来，甲档与乙档的竞争对手是五比一。甲档在竞争激烈的环境下还能榨出纯果汁而不是水果汁，从而得知乙档的生意手法实在过人。利润相比之下，乙高过甲，但我很肯定地说：甲的生意好过乙；赚的肯定比乙多。其实以乙档的地理位置来讲，它的潜能是经济能力高的消费者，为何就不真材实料的打开门做生意，反而选择偷工减料！试想想如果有很好的口碑，金钱滚滚送上门来，这不就是意想天开而不是异想天开。生意这门我不在行，但我天真地认为贪小便宜迟早关门大吉。

妮人从小就被灌输有关领导这领域的知识，所以至今或多或少都明白“领导”这两个字的含义。作为一个领导者，我个人认为最基础的就是要有责任感。由于人天生本来就不完美，是需要靠自己用心的去修补那不完美的瑕疵好以让自己补充那天生的缺憾。责任感老实说它不管在哪一方面都扮演着很重要的角色。小时相信很多人都很想快点长大，然后去干些自己想干的事。小小的我们有着大大的梦想，大大的梦想那背后却缺乏那丁点深思熟虑。年幼时纯真又可爱，那是正常一般小人物有的花样年华。长大后的我们若还存有那奢侈的万花梦，那是多么的面目可憎。试想想你经常接触的是一些没有责任感，自扫门前雪的人物，你会怎样？在试想想，没责任感的他=它；你一出世就碰到它、每天起身碰到它、上学上班碰到它、肚子饿了口渴了碰到它、生病了碰到它、拍拖碰到它、结婚生子碰到它、投资碰到它、旅行碰到它、买保险碰到它、死的那一天因为碰到它、如果有轮回转世又碰到它；我的天，如果你就这么幸运，以上提到的你都有份，那本妮子算得出你一生犯太岁。哈，以上的“它”纯属加料自造气氛，若您被吓坏，有怪莫怪。

总结以上妮式空手五段，既是在下工作环境底下面临的惨况。

过于出色惨遭攻心毒手；
逆天行为惨遭不公毒手；
问题惨遭问题大作家毒手；
真材实料惨遭偷工减料毒手；
领导人惨遭没责任感者毒手。
这些必杀绝迹，因大老板过于信任一手造的孽。一间看似有规模的大公司，原来里头千处百孔。

能且有功者，因不入会；终另谋高处。
勤而有功者，因不受赏；终另谋高处。
问题自造者，因已入会；终特权赦免。
高薪受聘者，因入戏佳；终继续寄身。
干部领导者，因不够格；终坐以待毙。

良禽则木而栖；两难。我说去亦难留亦难；怎么办？野向日葵，需要充足的阳光；暂时有点阴。

妮式笑话如果有您看不明、思不解的地方愿请多包涵本人的粗文淡写，登不上大雅。谢谢。

阴沟里翻船，妮也有今天

2011-04-08T10:00:00.000+08:00

今天的我消失了几个小时，紧张一点；兴奋也带一点，因为相信快接近高峰。
常常喜欢站在最高的地方，觉得高处放眼看去是美丽的。

几个小时的代价让我领悟什么叫有求必应；点到为止。
论文原来只是测试你的基本常识；面试原来是测试你的处事方式。
轮到我时，我展现了我所能发挥的，我挖开自己有的，挖空了。
一问一答，自己个人想法以及预前的准备工作；我，有求必应。
最终结果，他们考虑范围以及测试的目的达成；我，点到为止。
看似完美的结局，怎知面试才正开始。

他，批评我很优秀，但是我不是他的理想入围名单人选。
我，面对他很刚魀，可是他似乎没想有多加解释的感觉。
我，空白。。。
另一个她，告诉我说：

你太精明了，我们要什么答案你就给什么答案多加解释与看法。你不明白什么叫点到为止，拼命的给挖空了只剩下一个空盒子。解释与看法论文你合格了，不需带来面试现场。我们要的是你在回答之前先思而后行，这是我们观察你是否适合我们团队的范围考量。

心情当场从最高峰跌到谷底。
重来没想过，面试会有如此我不想经历落败。很受挫，很想为自己打抱不平。
难道我的处事方式太极端，跳不出框框？
我提供专业的解决方案，这是我把我学到的搬到现实。

可是我忽略了现实的反义词是虚拟。
虚拟是很抽象，它不能接受一般的普遍，就有如我们平时赏画般，抽象是需要想象的。
我从面试到她对我的看法之前，我真的少了这一部分；想。
我想尽办法给答案就有如像在考试般的学生。这意味着我永远只能做个解题人而不是出题人。
我想了好久，终于知道他们要的是这种能人。

开始觉得自己不知亮丽，我；高攀了。
可能就像我的好朋友好老师Pak Ale 讲的吧，我从来就不信任何人，结果就只有吃亏。
他是一个唯一用不到一小时就可以分析我的性格的人，又或者是观察了我许久才这样了解我的吧。
我要改掉坏习惯，不能把以为作为第一答案；我；要想。
他想因该是观擦了我许久才了解我的。
他是一个尖子，可我以前就不明白为何他宁愿当个小角色而不爬。
现在才明白，他当初对我说的话原来此意：
一个有能力的人不是靠表现而是被发掘的，当你被注意时，不是因为你有能力，而是因为你有企图心。
我不明，继续要他多加解释，结果他不解释，他示范了。
我当时就被他的企图心给吓倒了。我觉得那是一种行为，不良行为。
如今，我明白了，那不是不良行为。那是一种行动。
先思而后行是动词。出发点是对己有益的。
他的示范充分的给他这个小角色加分，没有伤害，只有威胁。
他没有伤害到任何人但却威胁到上司的位置。
他告诉我说，当你的优秀被展现以后，接下来的就是考量你的性格。
冲动，主观，极端；是先入围者主意者，老板大打折扣的机会。
企图心就是性格。

最终，我明白，我根本不适合这种游戏。
争锋相斗，我没有那种闲情。
倒不如说，我不斗却斗上门。
还记得小时，我没有特别有心机，单纯的杰出却迎来祸。
漫漫的为了远离祸，我开始变得有心机，尽量装傻，如今真傻了。
终于明白为何当初他叫我认真读书。
现在有点想读书了，我想认真了，不再装傻了。
话说回来ALE真是我肚里的蛔虫。
他叫我不要去面试，我硬去了，结果，我，听话了。
想认真了。
认真的活，想活出个样来。

高峰，我会回来的。
感激给我机会面试的高峰，感激ALE的激将法，感恩我的用心（虽然好像有点被糟蹋的感觉）
这就叫什么，这叫“犯贱”！

这一篇部落收在储存档案许久，犹豫了很久；感觉在污辱自己，不知什么风；我决定拿来示众。上回和我那两个目前最爱的男人一起旅行时，我和颜颜都觉得目前的生活状况似乎少了些什么。
我今天好像不小心知道了，我们心里少了认真调味料；就因此搞到我们一塌糊涂乱糟糟的活着。
当初选择读旅游，并非认真，心里的那个遗憾与责任；如今我得一一坦荡荡的去面对与改写它。
希望我们五个星斗小市民真的要对自己负责啊，未来总会在脚印之前，是该认真去踏每一步了。
在此希望那个一直被我的吉吉把我们归类一伙的颜颜：认真读你的建筑学！我离室内，而轻去。
你，加油。如果你混得还不错的活，我就将我的地皮给你盖。不会大，就只是一个足球场罢了。
天空大海加沙滩=日月神教所在地；我们在那里哗哈哈，照片拍得最钟意；
回味难忍两个嘴巴笑！
今日名言：人不犯贱那就不可爱咯；哈哈哈哈哈。。。写于12112010

真的考虑了很久终于决定post上来，原因就是要给吉吉看。接下来，看你要怎样走了。
我没有权力挽留你，但我有权力骚扰你；啊哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈。。。写于08042011

I just want to take a rest ...

2011-03-20T16:09:00.000+08:00

I just want to CRY; but no time to CRY.
I just want to REST; but no time to REST.

All is because human being ...

Now my life, CRY & REST need to get approval from others.

Felt so sad, all is not under my CONTROL.

Even blogging also no time to BLOG.

At this moment I felt I'm so good for nothing...

birthday wishes collection ; appreciate to all

2011-01-23T17:12:00.000+08:00

^^ Once again thank you very much^^

my birthday dream - 22 Jan . 22 YO

2011-01-10T12:02:00.000+08:00

1st - Hope my family member stay health

2nd - Hope my dream come true as below list:

To Buy

1. Buy Air Ticket to France

2. Buy Eric Clapton Live Concert Ticket at London

3. Buy Coffee Machines

To Plan

1. Plan when is the best time to buy Air Ticket

2. Plan which date to go for the live concert

3. Plan where to buy the Coffee Machines

To Revise

1. Revision for my French

2. Revision of Eric Clapton's Song (got ppl use revise song de meh?? poor English)

3. Revision of my coffee skill

I dreaming... Always Dreaming... Please God just fulfill the 1st wish will do... Thanks God

* this is my birthday dream *

我还是个小孩

2010-12-15T19:15:00.001+08:00

突然想念忠因为我变黑的尖叫声
忠你越来越有分量了哦

朋友们还好吗？

不知为何就是想打打字，部落部落一下下。
前阵子还在脸书投诉没时间的我，今天趁休假做些自己想做的事。

边听着熟悉的歌，边打着字；在想怎么会那么平静，即使四周是吵闹的。
原来这就是巴厘疗效。以前在那儿生活时是多么的始人平静。
因为在那儿我拥有属于自己的空间。这对我这种处于自私主义者状态是极度的有需要。
一个小小的房间，拥有所有的设施。床，电视，厕所，还有我最爱的小厨房。
这就是老娘现在渴望的。想找间one bed room apartment满足自己所需在新加坡是难的。
因为它太高，它是给不了我那种平静又有人气的感觉。
左邻右舍有礼貌的互打招呼good morning ; 之后各自过着每一天，那是多么的美好。

所以我每天一有空档就密谋逃跑，想离开这没有生气的新加坡。
但是因为我现在的这份工作实在让我觉得太多知识存在等待我去发掘和吸收。
不知不觉十个月了，这期间我领悟了很多人生道理，也让我知道什么叫平常心。
我想就算我离开到别处去，我还是可以继续领悟不同的或是更高层次的。
我那么的有信心是因为我在活。我想活出个样来，不再虚度光阴。

打到这里，我往上再读，我呸。。。突然觉得dilemma
如果真要平静那么人生肯定再也没有意义。太平静会出问题。
人;本来就一直在寻找着适合居住的地方，从古至今都没变，难道错了吗？
人一直在追求自己喜欢的，可是有那么容易吗？

看来平常心很重要。但太平常心也会出问题，人生太难搞懂了。

我还是个小孩。

一堆屎的开场戏

2010-11-02T19:39:00.002+08:00

十一月的第一天
另一个的栖息点
一堆屎的开场戏
闹笑话的讽刺早
我乐观的接受了

啊哈哈又无里头
想逆风又像顺风
大清早又米田共
小野猫又耍性感
老母猪又煽情了

Life's just simple if you know what life mean

他告诉我说：良禽择木而栖

2010-10-18T21:04:00.000+08:00

良禽择木而栖；子曰奥。

于是，我翻了谷歌。。。

贞明夫人所引的“良禽择木”是孔子在卫国时说过的话。
当时卫灵公寻问孔子关于作战布阵的事情，
孔子立即回答：“俎豆之事，则尝闻之矣；军旅之事未尝学也。
(注：祭祀礼仪之类的事，我听说过；用兵打仗的事，我没有学过。)
之后，孔子便催促学生们准备离开卫国。
学生们不知其故，于是孔子说道：“鸟择木，无木择鸟。
此言后来演变为“良禽择木而栖，贤臣择主而侍”
孔子认为，
君子遇事之时应看清在哪才能使自己的聪明才智得到最大程度的运用。

哇靠。。。
我觉得太高傲了，我不是孔雀。

CAN I SENT THIS EMAIL TO THE CHEAP-JING S'PORE CUSTOMER

2010-10-12T12:59:00.001+08:00

For your information, currently we are only able to give you 8% discount.

If you would like to wait untill TRAVEL FAIR to enjoy more discount, we can't guarantee how much more will the discount be given.

Till that time, you might need to take the risk which the tour is subject to availability & confirmation.

Due to USD is subject to fluctuation, upon Tour Confirmation we will based on the week ROE to collect your tour fare.

Hope you clear with that, every company have their own company policy if you LIKE to compare to get the best benefit, choice is with you.

For full refund will take 2 weeks for process.

Why they so RICH, he is super damn rich, is a rich man!
Why still like to get so many discount which make people suffer???
Some more he is so RUDE
He turn me increase my job volume!!!!

FUCK HIM!!!

我是空中小姐 - Je suis une hôtesse de l'air

2010-09-25T19:48:00.000+08:00

Je suis une hôtesse de l'air ???

I'm a Free & Easy Tour Consultant.
But my workplace look like in Air Plane.

BOEING or AIRBUS ... ...

I'm a stewardess?
Why I type this? I'm a stewardess?

I'm weird... I felt my workplace is in air plane.
It should be a travel agency why become air plane?

I think it is because I have to check the seat availability which got enquiry from my ( PRECIOUS CUSTOMER / P.C)
They requested go to everyway EXCEPT China.
As my department didn't arrange the F&E to China, my company have thier own F&E China Department.

I fly most of the destination which most Singapore Tourist like's.
I (Talked & Explained / T&E ) where the ( Final Destination / F.D ) my P.C want to know.
Just imagine I'm leading them to the F.D they choose.
Of course sometimes I will skip to be so kind T.E to my customer.
Because I never been to so many places. I never... ... Bla... Bla... Bla...
Yes, If you wish I will T.E but those is simply talk.

I be a big LIAR. No choice Customer like to listen my sexy voice.

Customer are happy if you T.E more to them.
But Boss think that just make it short and finish ASAP that you can.

Company point of view is PROFIT.
Customer point of view is PCICELESS.

Am I using the best word to describe them?
Profit & Priceless
Economic text book always appear those P...P... Words...
When I start to understand what is Economic...
I was think Economic World is FAR FAR from My World.

Now;
I admit, only I start to understand what is Economic.
My past time everything had to do with Economic.
Like my teacher said "if you are still alive everything will relate with Science, although you dead"

When I was young... I was naive...
Pure life had pass...
Back to pure life unless I become 陶渊明.

I'm just like a stewardess...
Serve my customer even though is out of my profession TOPIC.

To be clear, above mentioned nothing to be do with discrimination!!!

I'm just need to have a long long break...
>>> Looking forward to my backpack journey <<<

我们有到这样吗？

2010-09-06T04:13:00.000+08:00

知人知面知己知彼又知心

古人说这就是所谓知音

相知相惜相亲相爱也相忆

朋友你会不会常把我想起

何年何月何日何时再相聚

何时能把酒言欢畅回忆

很多很多很深很深的回忆

很多歌我只想要为你唱起

原来

2010-09-06T03:42:00.000+08:00

最近，，，
老心理不平衡
原来。。。
原来我很寂寞
因为没得上网
就是，，，
我生病的原因

此时此刻的我
有得上网
很幸福

我在马来西亚
上网上到爽

我在新加坡
渴望上网又怕它慢
干脆不用
但又犯贱心痒痒
想上

又没中 Singapore Sweep

2010-09-05T16:38:00.000+08:00

My dad he likes "hot li bo" (Hokkian)
He always ask me to buy "hot li bo"

Hot li bo = Singapore sweep

I'm the person who don't like this kind of game...
But he always remind me when I talk to him

I always said : "if I was so lucky then no need work anymore lo,just focus on this game"
He replied : Haiya just try your luck, who know you are lucky win the prizes

But be frank to say;
If really won the prize, I will damn super happy^^

I start dreaming- - -
I'm not greedy, just third prize, just third prize enough...
Third prize - SGD 250,000

Wow, I will use the money for
Bla... Bla... Bla...

But never win SGD 30 also...
Are Singapore Sweep no FATE with me???

OMG... Am I addict to this game???
Just want to dream, just want to use the $$$$$$

Target : Travel around the world with no finance worry

I'm so WANT to have a break...

Next trip - Burma OR Indonesia?

My DIY Twin Lens Reflex Camera

2010-07-23T10:35:00.000+08:00

I bought a toy camera.
At Kinokuniya Takashimaya Singapore.

I'm so happy when Emily told me where can buy the camera.
I'm also very "kiasu" as stay in Singapore quite a long time adapt into their culture.
I go directly after work.

After I bought, it was too busy in my life's (waseh like doing big business).
So I have no time to install them.

One days, I was damn good in mood.
I try to install them...
Just like:

I haven't finish it.
Due to something wrong in last picture part.
PENDING...

My first TOMS shoes

2010-07-20T21:02:00.000+08:00

I can't believe I bought a pair of very expensive SHOES
Brands : TOMS - Green Cousteau Organic Cotton
I'm a person who like to wear the shoes which is confortable and make me feel easy to move.
I'm willing to pay for it, which can reach my expectation & requirement.
That TOMS shoes is.
But this is really my first time bought a pair of shoes which is so EXpensive!!!
It cost me SGD 129 per pair.

My first TOMS shoes description:

The green, violet and light blue check pattern over natural canvas of these Cousteau Cordones proclaims summer fun, and suggests a picnic on the beach with friends. The shoe is a tribute to Cousteau’s underwater documentaries, which showcased the ocean’s natural beauty and were meant to inspire conservation. This Summer, enjoy the outdoors in Cousteau Cordones.

• Certified pesticide-free cotton upper
• Multi-colored check pattern
• Hidden elastic straps for secure fit without laces
• Solid rubber Cordones outsole for increased durability
• Insole features EVA cushion and latex arch support

I'm so like it ♥♥ !!!

The most importance is here I spent, there I helped. **One for One**

I will also upload the photo how I wear my TOMS shoes for trip to Taiwan.

Please stay tune ya.

Tiring 2 : dRINK aT cLARKE qUAY sINGAPORE

2010-06-30T13:58:00.002+08:00

Then... the next day...

I continue my nightlife at Singapore...

I went to Clark Quey drink with Maltida...

She is from Taiwan... A very character girl...

That night... She had share her story with me...

In Switzerland... In Japan... In Singapore...

Of course in Taiwan as well...

She drink very fast... Convesely I use to drink slow...

As her life's; she chasing something with high speed

But mine life's; I chase something by step by step sometimes undiscipline

Drink is just like our life's... Drink to fast you will easily get drunk

Run slow you might be the winner; Run fast you might be the loser.

I just want to RUN smart...

I LOVE ALCOHOL VERY MUCH ♥♥

Tiring 1 : mEASURE sINGAPORE's rOAD...

2010-06-30T09:56:00.000+08:00

today I felt so terrible... due to I'm too tired...
Want to know why?

Because I'm so busy meet my Taylor's friends...
Because I'm so excited drink with Beer's friends...

To be frank... I'm damn miss my Taylor's friends...

Although it is just 2 years be with them...

But I'm appreciate that I'm their friends...

They all are not a perfect friends, but they all are Play people...

This is life's --> PLAY

If I were a BOY...

2010-06-29T11:44:00.000+08:00

If I were a Boy...

I want to

understand what Boy thinking about...

I want to

know what Boy want & need

I want to Marketing Strategy of Boy

1. Boy Analysis

2. Boy Market Analysis

3. My Competitor Analysis

4. Improve self value
5. Developing the marketing mix

6. Evaluating from Boy

7. Going back & revising

I want at right timing, do the right action, meet my right target.

I'm headed in the right direction when I realize the Boy viewpoint is more important than the my family viewpoint.

Wrong!!! Wrong!!! Wrong!!!
That's not me... Not my style...

It was so wrong Marketing Strategy Development like this ...

WTH... I typing???

Je folle...

因为胜吉；让我领悟 - 朱砂痣

2010-06-24T12:17:00.001+08:00

“朱砂痣”，处于张爱玲小说《红玫瑰与白玫瑰》。

也许每一个男子全都有过这样的两个女人，至少两个。

娶了红致瑰，久而久之，红的变了墙上的一抹蚊子血，白的还是窗前明月光；

娶了，白的便是粘在衣服上的一粒饭粒子，红的却是心口上的一颗朱砂痣。

这是张爱玲书里那段对男人最写实精辟的描写。

它的大体意思是：

男人初始时，大多是喜欢淡雅清丽的白玫瑰，皎洁的清香，象是冰凉的高山之雪，值得付出一生的代价，求得在这冰凉水流中的沉沦。

然而,在度过如醉如痴欣喜若狂之后，男人渐渐变的不满足。

他开始想要一个快乐的艳丽梦幻，妖娆的浓艳，摇曳在月的黄昏。
红玫瑰，芳香弥散，辛辣魅惑。

ah... I bla bla bla again... ...

2010-06-21T18:18:00.002+08:00

no life at Singapore...

keep going on with this kind of environment... ...

just drive crazy myself... ...

this entertainment life...
is not suit me...

I just want to leave here...
I just want face with the 4S

Sea, Sun, Sand, & Sex

I just want work in the environment with those 4S

It is suppose with what human being... ...

just want to tell myself
...>>>what talking you<<<...

难道问题本身就是问题叠问题？

2010-06-17T17:09:00.000+08:00

为人师；得受气。为人顾问，得受质问。

难道问题本身就是问题叠问题？

没有其他？

老娘要解决自己的问题！！！

返归-我那世外桃源

在问题空间里头，找个世外来

his point of view to be a DUCK

2010-06-15T18:34:00.000+08:00

如果花始终会凋谢那么为何要等含苞待放的那一刻

in His opinion it is a lovely job

make poeple happy away from stress

always have time to share about problem and something being face in someone life
to keep peaple strong in life

in My opinion
I understood ; doesn't mean I totally aceept
he always make me "wow"

nie nie next trip might go to Shanghai Expo 2010 - Suzhou

2010-06-07T15:52:00.001+08:00

Last time mention this Expo Trip will go with Sam...
She actually also plan going to Suzhou - visit her friends
Then... I follow as well lo...

These day I have 唐寅- 唐伯虎 fever...
ahaha... then I found that the 风流才子 is come Suzhou

去苏州旅游观光者大多冲着其充满江南特色的古典园林，不经意中往往会把江南才子唐寅故居遗址给遗漏了。

这是大多数人会漏的，不过我到想去感受一下，祝愿我吧！

Most of tourists who go to Suzhou directed at its full features classic Southern garden, will often inadvertently former residence of Tang Yin ruins to the south wit omitted.

This is the most tourists will miss, but I want go there to experience the feel, wish me luck ya^^

I love so much his poem, especially this one.
Is too difficult for me to translate to English, so sorry.

《桃花庵歌》　　
桃花坞里桃花庵，桃花庵下桃花仙。
桃花仙人种桃树，又摘桃花换酒钱。　　
酒醒只在花前坐，酒醉还来花下眠。
半醉半醒日复日，花落花开年复年。　　
但愿老死花酒间，不愿鞠躬车马前。
车尘马足显者事，酒盏花枝隐士缘。　　
若将显者比隐士，一在平地一在天。
若将花酒比车马，彼何碌碌我何闲。　　
别人笑我太疯癫，我笑他人看不穿。
不见五陵豪杰墓，无花无酒锄作田。

wow... I fainted ~ ~ ~

I CAN'T WAIT ANYMORE TO MEET YOU
SHANGHAI EXPO; SHANGHAI SKYLINE; SHANGHAI CITY

I CAN'T WAIT ANYMORE TO MEET YOU
唐寅 TANG YIN; SUZHOU

nie nie next trip might go to Shanghai Expo 2010

2010-06-05T18:02:00.001+08:00

WOW... is planing to Shanghai Expo 2010...

before I though will go to Jogjakarta Indonesia on this coming September...

whose know...

AHAHA... I might visit Shanghai first...

she is the first stop I will step-ing in China

now start my strategic planing how to use my foot to step the land

my friend who will maybe going with is called Sam

she is a very good senior who just sit beside me everyday in my work place
her picture I will upload is we successfully reach the land

夜上海; I coming soon

明上海; I await to take a long breath of the city

(although I'm not very like city)

To know more I will going or not...

Hehe... my 最佳损友stay turn lo^^

I'M JUST DAMN ANGRY

2010-05-26T18:43:00.000+08:00

I'M JUST DAMN ANGRY...

TO WHO??? TO WHAT???

I think just blame myself lo...

I always wait,get,take...

Then again wait,get,take...

This kind of attitude is not suit stay in this kind of environment.

No... No... No...

Not the environment problem... Is my problem...

Arrhh...
Since when I became like this?
Where is my brilliant times goes???
Where is my excellence performance goes???

ALL LOST...
ALL ABOUT LOST...

Is the time to find the my golden path?
But I was LOST...

Keep Waiting OR Keep Chasing...
I not dare to step

Close to You

2010-05-22T13:53:00.000+08:00

ahaha... yesterday crazy of this destination...

ahaha... today FAM TRIP go to this destination...

OMG... this is so called fate with you ~ ~ ~

but... SGD 1770... am I able to affort for this moment???

I DON'T THINK SO...

but... we looks like got the FATE la...

haiz... go to travel also need to so troublesome $%^&*

S'il vous plaît deviner le lieu

The destination is Turkish

TAIS TOI; MOI

2010-05-21T16:04:00.002+08:00

Je demande au téléphone tais toi

Je demande au client tais toi

Je hais les stupides Singapour

Je suis folle...

Je suis folle.....
Je suis folle...

Ma prochaine destination...

Oh, je rêve

S'il vous plaît deviner le lieu ... ... ...

夸张

2010-05-20T19:53:00.003+08:00

五月到了尽头
夸张
夸张什么？
妮人竟然没部落-ing

太不可思议了
currently FEVER-ING paris
j'aime le paris

How are you Shirnie?

2010-04-25T15:45:00.002+08:00

Febuary 2010,10th I went to Singapore interview.

This is the first job apply & interview after graduate.

I’m damn lucky, smoothly get the job.

I’m damn lucky, my lover support me.

I’m damn lucky, my family stands by me.

This is so called happiness around me.

I start again independent.

Went to Singapore settle my stay, work permit, medical check-up…

I move to this HDB. It look’s nice from outside,but the building itself is old.

I move to this house but inside got 2 dog I dislike. They are disgusting.

I hate the environment but I need to challenge myself - bear with it.

I though Singapore is small enough. But I’m wrong.

Until today I haven’t meet any Singapore star.

Haha… I only can take the picture from the advertisement.

Hey… Don’t though I like him. Not at all. Just take the picture for fun.

The one I like is my prince Elvin. Ahaha… Singapore’s Jerry Yan.

My cousin wants to explore PC Fair at Singapore. Ask me to join them.

OMG when I arrived is damn a lot people. I don’t like crowded.

I start enjoy my life’s in Singapore.

I bought different beer from different country; try in different statisfy moment.

M’CD is the most fastfood type I ate in Singapore.

At least every week try the different favor just because want to free online.

I think I will gain fat after stay in Singapore.

But this chocolate is “yummy”.

Sometimes, there is a lot of rubbish food to enjoy from my office.

All because the tour leader import from the country they lead.

Due the expenses in Singapore I still can’t effort.

So I had dating with 2-jie Eat & Buy at JB.

We had imported a full stomach with all you can eat buffet & cosmetic.

I had a new member from Australia join my “Bedside Family”.

Bear talk every night.

Sweet dream

When I was hungry, I will treat myself a great meal.

This is satisfying stomach proof.

Long times didn’t eat KFC. Suddenly miss KFC.

The taste of miss is just like how I licking my finger.

O.N.S with my colleague. In total 7P. Wow… Wild…

Actually is after company D&D we check-in the Santosa Resort Hotel la.

Plan to stay at Hard Rock, but is fully book.

Then we all have no choice stay at festival hotel just besides the Hard Rock.

Pass by the 7-11 saw there a lots people Q.

Check it out, OIC… Q for buy lottery.

Then I try to buy a Singapore Sweep, Oh My God Bless Me.

I hope I can earn SGD 1000 then enough.

Then I can buy a new phone.

It is because my hp broke again.

Souvenir from Japan.

Thanks Kalvin…

Next time I lead tour I buy a lots food for you^^

I start step Singapore by my foot.

Step by step…

Oh you are so small.

But you are take time to understand too.

The scenery when I slow down…

My step carried out the view I miss.

The KOI drink is very famous in Taiwan, but also Singapore.

My office almost every 2-3days will appear a leader ask “who want to buy bubble tea”

Normally I will not buy in office hours.

I will choose buy a lunch meal cost me SGD 3.5 which can last till night.

Not SDG 3.5 bubble tea settles my lunch.

But I will choose when the day I off, I will buy the bubble tea and enjoy.

Sometimes also treat myself a great meal which I never try before.

This is MOS burger. Quite cheap & taste good.

I had bought the bus ticket back my hometown – Malacca.

Cost me SGD 22, but worth for it.

It is because I can meet my friend & family after 2 month at Singapore.

I miss you guys.

回忆起当年

2010-04-12T10:49:00.000+08:00

五年没见
我们再次重逢
感觉
已经不像当年的你

今天遇见一个
很像当年的你
我的心
犹如回到了从前

你就是我的初恋红豆冰

who... who... who... de epic story

2010-04-07T16:01:00.000+08:00

i used to like epic movies, movies about war, about the last day of the world, about death and separation and life, tragic romances, romantic tragedies, movies that were titanic, and more importantly, movies about humanity, that put the human spirit to the test in the face of struggle and adversity, the power to overcome, the fight, brought to the limits, intense human emotions, emotions that were larger-than-life. precisely because they often do not exist in real life, hence i needed to feel, to feel more, more, emotions, something that was larger than life itself.

now, i have to say i’m quite different, things have changed. i realised that epic feelings can also be found in smalltown romances, in non-epic settings, in everyday life, the smallest and simplest things in life, and i’m glad to have felt that. epic feelings need not only be found in epic settings, but also in little, heartfelt gestures like your mum sending you to the door and waving goodbye silently when you go off to work, the wake-up calls you get in the mornings afraid that you’ll be late for work, the bride and groom on stage thanking their families on their big day, a simple message from a friend to ask how’s your day and to wish you a smooth-sailing day ahead.
no longer just matters about death and life, nor the last or precious moments, but about everyday living, each little intimate moment you share with someone else, and that’s epic enough. i still like epic movies, but i’ve also learnt to appreciate and love the little epic moments in our lives, the romantic comedies, the smalltown romances, the family dramas that play out.
my life is an epic story, still playing out.
your life is an epic story, in itself, and in its own right.
epic need not be written in capital, or bold letters but in the smallest and most insignificant of fonts; yet they are epic, in the manner in which they were written.
when you realise that life can so easily and so instantly desert one, you want to know that it had been all worthwhile.
a right attitude, an open heart, and lots of magnanimity.
little epic moments, epic little life.
a mere epic.
and merely so.
you come with nothing and you probably leave with nothing; what you leave behind is a legacy, epic in its own right.

i had bad day today

2010-04-06T21:16:00.001+08:00

i had a bad day today. i don’t like mood swings.
i don’t like to feel vulnerable.
but i don’t wish to be numb either.
increasingly, i find that it takes a lot for me to be happy and takes very little for me to be unhappy; when really, it takes very little to be happy and there is little to be unhappy about.
how much does happiness cost?
i wonder. if you have it, will you please share some with me?
on bad days like these, i just want to go to bed and end the day early.
tomorrow’s another day.
yours.

给一个钢琴演奏家

2010-04-02T15:32:00.001+08:00

首先要说的是恭喜啊

其次要说的是没叫我

再来要说的是神气啦

最后要说的是生气了

真是小家子气的妮

我离开了你们就料到如此

我是第一个离队的

也是第一个离天真越来越远的

天真无限好，只是近无邪

钱

2010-03-31T15:30:00.000+08:00

我恨过钱；我讨厌数目字

如今；我开始屈服

我为什么要钱？

我不知道，就只知道我要有钱

不是为了虚荣，而是为了荣誉感

糟了，我变成凡夫俗子

这半年来常常在想钱滚钱

想存钱做投资；可我也想花钱宠宠自己

是存是花之间-矛盾

你是到底上哪找钱的

欢迎提供宝贵意见

Yesterday and today…

2010-03-26T23:16:00.000+08:00

I’m so happy yesterday & today
Why?

I miss the Korean cuisine - kimchilicious

I miss the Japan cuisine – salmonlicious

Yesterday I went to JB Seoul Garden ate steamboat & Korean BBQ

Yesterday I also bought the Elianto toner & Rock stuff…

Another new tries of toner; rock because the D&D theme is rock & roll.

Today I went to Experience Perth Seminar ate Western, Chinese & Japanese buffet.

The dessert – Fondue story…

Calvin & I is kept staring on the layer shining chocolate.

We are so desperate on it even though we are very full.

Hahaha… It is fantastic… BRAVO

The happiest of course is today…

Today I had ate the most slices of salmon in my 21st and before.

Can’t remember how many slices are inside my stomach.

Hahaha… This is the time finally I felt happy and start love my job in Singapore.

Calvin, Joanna, Janet, Sebastian, Pauline we all are so concentrate when buffet time.

But after that, Calvin ate too much felt sleepy. For me I felt very full.

I full because my stomach got lots salmon & full with today experience Perth seminar.

The seminar today got a lucky draw session, which is 5D4N traveling at Perth F.O.C.

The grand prize itself is come from 5 star hotel & event sponsor.

Calvin dream & hope can get it. But end up he get the koala bear.

Our company member is the top lucky winner than others travel company.

4/5 our company staff get the lucky gift.

Suddenly I felt my company Feng Shui is quite good, because I’m also got 1 koala bear too.

120 pax in a convention hall, only 30 pax got lucky gift, I think I’m quite lucky.

Today I had experience with what call international brand hotelier, agency & operator.

This is what Singapore international stage.

Of course I can’t say it is the 5 start stage.

But at least it is ranking in 4 star categories.

After that seminar, I had thinks a lot. Not food but my future career.

I think I want to have a new plan, I want to lift myself to where & which position I like’s.

This kind of age is the time to be rational & accept to be realistic.

As I’m not a little girls anymore, I should start create the golden path of my life.

This is growing up in process.

My 21st, I lost white, pure, clean; I’m not distilled water.

Singapore make me want to fight & flight.

I got lots of question how to achieve this & that.

OMG… I start become wild animal.

I’m awake or I’m hibernating?

Lazy to clear my mind, time to sleep.

Sweet dream to the little girls called Shirnie.

3… 2… 1… 0…

2010-03-20T22:42:00.000+08:00

Haiz… Just start working not enough 3 weeks; I had started to face to the Travel Fair’s Customer.

Hmm… Fair had start not enough 2 hours, I had start get my first deal of today fair.

Alamak… Mr. Sebastian had start double check our booking not enough 1 hours, I had start being call to explain why my booking amount is not correct.

Buu… Result had start not enough break record 0 booking, I had start get ready to said “sayonara”

This is my company 20th anniversary In-House Fair Happening^^

The total sales also start from 3…2…1…0…

My company is well known in Singapore, why still can’t attract people come to our fair???

Only words can said is “SUCK”

Blame to the Management & Marketing and must blame to the boss hired staff like us.

We all only know to complaint but don’t how to improve.

I come to Singapore become WHAT THE SUCK>>>

No… no… no…

No way… I must lift myself to another level; I can’t just like the rest of SUCK staff.

I want to be one of the best quality staff in the company.

No way to become SUCK…

I would like to ask…

2010-03-18T11:40:00.000+08:00

How director life’s goes on…

How musician life’s goes on…

How monk life’s goes on…

How architect life’s goes on…

How traveler life’s goes on…

Five different directions

Their life’s link together

This is life’s goes on.

Today I had done my first deal in my company^^

2010-03-17T23:39:00.000+08:00

Before this I was kept waiting for the customer to give me the “CONFIRM” words / answer to me. Then I can issue their booking.

Due is too tired to continue with this kind of customer (just ask for free), so I had become no more high expectation to the next customer who come to me.

Who knows, wakaka… Today, that is just now, a ladies with her daughter come to ask for tour to Malaysia. So as usual, first I sent to them my cheerful smile ^V^ then I start find the package which suit their needs & wants.

The rates I offer to them, she felt is expensive. Then I thought no more hope she will be my first client. Who knows again, she ask for others destination, and told me that she really want to travel.

Then I try to recommend to Taiwan, Hong Kong… But she said had been there before. Haiz… I was disappointed again.

My hope just like the sunrise slowly appears in front me. She suddenly asks for going to BALI. Ahaha… is a destination I can sell with confident. WHY??? WHY??? WHY??? Not because I been there before. It is because I stay there before. So in this case, is easy for me to sell and to convince the customer something.

I issue the invoice, receipt, and air ticket just now. I’m happy with the process. There is also an emergency case happen when I finalize the quotation. The airfare is not correct with the Abacus system and our sales kit. OMG… WT@#$. I mention first ya, it is not my fault. Is our product planner didn’t inform us the system fare is different with our sales kit. But actually according with our contract rates the airfare I quote is correct.

Haiz… lucky is correct. If not, the customer need to top up for another SGD 100. She might get angry and cancel the booking. Singaporean always is the most hot temper client in the world (so far in my opinion).

Some more my first client is quite good looking and her daughter is pretty too. She is the best client I met these days. It is because others look like very “haolian” + “lansi” thought that they very rich. Shit them… But she is different, she told me she really got budget and really want to go travel. So my heart was go to their dream, and try my best create a reasonable journey for them.

End up, she happy ; I happy. WIN WIN

God bless me… please let my first deal run smoothly without any cancelation, amendment, refund, top up, complaint and bla bla bla will make client feel in-convenient / angry. Thank you in advance ya *v*

傻笑的背影

2010-03-13T09:44:00.000+08:00

新加坡一阵子傻笑理由一辈子
老觉得来新加坡这决定太仓促了
情绪还没安顿好
我就到这儿来
休息了两个月我是在干啥啊
现在才得知原来我真在休息

好啦
我获得一个难得的机会
赚新币
谁知被骗进一个局
一个没有协调管理的大公司
一个不须与团队开会讨论的组合
一个无须考虑就可辞职不干的地方
就是我在新加坡的经济来源地
诸多的投诉来自于顾客与同事
诸多的不满来自于顾客与同事
诸多的不服来自于顾客与同事
诸多的无奈
我郁闷啊

放工回家路程少需一个钟
显然是累到要我娘的命
来回享受的冲个澡
都得经过那臭狗屋
哇靠
简直就是人禽一屋檐下
大便地雷小便流弹四面埋伏
一个不小心就烂整双脚
恭喜你发财
这使我更痛恨狗
你可爱吗
我呸呸呸

尽管如此隔天一早
我还是得微笑去上班微笑来下班
老娘在新加坡就是这样微笑过着来的

Im NOT happy with working at Singapore...

2010-03-12T18:05:00.001+08:00

haiz...

most of my colleugue said the company "SUCK"

for me

"yes is it, so how long I can stand" ?

我忧你烦

2010-03-10T21:43:00.000+08:00

在一个繁华的花花小城市在一个丑闻的星星道路上
我只是一个小小的丫头
他或她却是众所周知的艺人
我则为我所忧而忧
他们为流言蜚语烦

家家有本难念的经啊
梯度修成烦恼可解吗
哈，那么不就是要把三千烦恼丝给除了
我要当尼姑啦
恭喜我迈进极乐净土

张雪妮
梁智强赵薇
我们一起南无阿弥陀佛吧

编织我心里的那个你 - 1

2010-03-07T21:41:00.000+08:00

我对你动了情不是吧
才两年的时间
我就对你另眼相看
我不知道是否三分热度
但你有让我心动的感觉
若我写这篇文章你收到我的意思
恳请你也给我点暗示吧
在心里承认爱疯了
对外我可是不公开的哦
就连我的死党也不晓得

这几天梦见你
原来梦里的你也一样喜欢我
有人说梦与现实是相反的
但我想说自信会让我梦想成真
越想越开心
甜美的梦

甜美有个屁用
我还是与你有距离
我跑得越远
与你接近就越难
和你的缘分
可以单靠网际网络维持
那我惟有但愿与谢谢
我那么的大胆丢下你
我想我是有信心的

爱得这么悲
你是值得等
的梦还得圆
我是那么难

我会来个异乡恋
还是守着两情恋

My 1st Job at Singapore

2010-03-03T21:39:00.001+08:00

Finally everything settles, such as place to stay, money to spent, permit to work
And bla… bla… bla…

Today is my first day at company, I mean start working.

Based on today observation, I think my Senior Supervisor is very “GARANG”.

Her mouth just like a very sharp knife is hard to stand.

But I can felt that she got the right to hurt us.

Because she just wants us improve from mistake.

She had told me something today.

Wah… Only wah I know is the best to describe her.

Her mouth is sharp but her mouth is really can easily carried out the point.

I like the person like this.

All the times clear with mind.

I think I got this opportunity to learn from her is my luck.

I will try my best bear with her if she scolds me.

Her name is Janet.

与时并进新加坡的妮

2010-02-26T22:14:00.000+08:00

2010/2/21

又过回没得上网的日子

为什么？因为我又离家了。

这回我去新加坡，不是新西兰。

这回是去工作，也是我第一份正式想去干的一份工。

矛盾；到底该去吗？但，我现在已在新加坡了。

到底我是以什么心态来这儿的呢？

我不知道。要死咯，还这么不正经。

由于我的不闻不问，所以到现在还没拿到工作准证。

会不会在闯祸呢？

“应该会比较谨慎了啦。”

明天会到我正式入行的公司办理很多的手续。

希望一切顺顺利利，我是真的很想看看自己到底有多少能耐。

好咯，报告完毕。

他们

2010-02-09T21:15:00.000+08:00

每次
每次都这样
不喜欢靠人帮忙
但还是忍不住联络他们

他们是谁
都是被我伤害过的人

槟城柔佛新加坡
北上到南下

很讽刺
但他们尽所能帮我
很感激

帮助巧瑭看世界 Hope to see the world to help Qiao Tarn

2010-02-06T17:33:00.001+08:00

这是一个朋友的姐姐的朋友的孩子的事
错综复杂，殊未相逢，有心而力不足
希望大家帮助巧瑭看世界

一个只有十三个月大的小女孩
女孩的名字叫黎巧瑭
在孩子只有八个月大时，被医生诊断出患上急性血癌
由于父母的存款都用尽了，现今惟有向星州日报基金会寻求协助
希望朋友们可以发挥个人的善心，涌与捐献。数额不拘！谢谢！
如果您正准备为自己添购新年衣服
本人建议您倒不如包个红包
为这位小孩添福添寿

孩子的爸为孩子设了一个网站，请朋友们踊跃浏览以便能更了解其中的状况。网址为：http://qiaotarn.blogspot.com/

或浏览星洲日报基金会网站 http://mykampung.sinchew.com.my/node/92008?tid=6

This is a friend's sister's friend's child
If you read this, please continue...

Hope to see the world to help Qiao Tarn

A little girls with only 13 month age

Girl's name is Li Qiao Tarn

When only eight months, the doctor diagnosed acute leukemia

As the parents of deposits have been exhausted, and now no alternative but to seek assistance from the Foundation Daily Sin Chew

Hope my friends can play a personal kindness, just donate as u wish. Thanks!

The child's father had set up a website, a friend were eager to visit them so as to better understand the situation. Website: http://qiaotarn.blogspot.com/

Or visit the Foundation Web site http://mykampung.sinchew.com.my/node/92008?tid=6

If you are ready to purchase new clothes for this coming New Year
I suggest that you cut your cost give Xiao Tarn a "angpao"
With best wishes a very happy & prosperous new year^^

you make me melted; proud to you

2010-02-02T18:24:00.001+08:00

I'm really appreaciate with what I MET; thanks GOD...
I'm a newbie; I'm happy because around me got many people care me...
When dilemma; don't know start from when I started find him to discuss...
Do you know, you always help me out from difficulties???
I admit I'm a trouble maker as I told you before...
I admit I start change & improve myself to another level...

You had taught me how to lead the gun and when the time is come I just get ready to bang bang bang all absolutly in the right target with no missing...
You told me people are on the same way as I am...
You please to me never put myself to be under preser of my own mindset...
You always pray for me and wish me all the best - your little girl
You knew me only trust two things in my life,,, first is myself and the other one is never trust anyone
You make me melted because I already open my heart to someone so its melted now ha...???
You advised me my self-confidence will keep me good...

When you said you going to leave and happy I share with you
I'm appreciated...
It's my pleasure...

ALE... ALE... ALE... ALE...

21st Birthday Thanks 22.01.10

2010-01-25T15:32:00.001+08:00

thanks for those call & sms me at 12 midnight

they are Klaugh, Ah Chong, Ging, Bee Chiao, Cha Xiang,

Cai Ciet, Cai Fong, Hong Boon, Boon Bing,

Miao Ling, Lai Cheng

Anip, Ying Ying, Caryn, Ethan, Jac,Unice

那一夜的你和我

2010-01-20T01:47:00.001+08:00

在此释放我对你的爱
该从哪儿开始呢?
我想应该是了
是PENNY开始的吧

起初不想承认更不想和你有关系, 总猜不透你的心, 习惯这样被你折磨.
总幻想你能保护我, 好想透气,好疼爱自己些.
要是能早预料你对我的情,我愿意做你的第十五个耳洞.
四季天, 我的房里推满了尘埃, 我开始不安定.
Repeat ask myself am I still Loving You?
答案是,哪天就算我再穷,你还是我的非卖品.
就这样我在你心里过夜了.

不管怎样，我让你知道我是张雪妮！
Di Da...Excuse Me, Anybody Home???
望着日历上的日期, 你要的爱我能给吗?
I swear with Thunder, I can do my best for you.
雨和太阳的日子一天一天的过.
质问自己怎样才可以给你好感觉.
遇见你的第4天仿佛好像醒了二年睡了二年.
我有想法就是把一切变简单,我们从好朋友做起.
忽然,我觉得我可以为了你而改变.

就算再走一遍，我还是一样选择这条路！
Just sing it, I have wait for so long, I don't mind to wait for another and another.
矛盾的等与时间快转之间.
有人说不一定要爱过才真正拥有.
在这个欲望的世界里, 我还是很爱你, 那就是我对自己的安慰.
Just like her, pretend just like her to get you.
这条傻路一点也不潇洒.
街角的祝福你, 痴痴的等你回来.
努力的我祈祷着也想说: 你知道我在等你分手吗
一九九九的你和我

我没有天赋，但我会努力，努力去达成这个梦
Oh my god I still standing here alone.
多年以后, 我站在水中央, 我还是孤身一人.
听说你的故事成了不可少的时间打发.
残忍的试想, 要是被拒绝, 乃是什么都舍得?
转眼我对你的爱, 不知不觉已经很久.
偶尔想霸道些, 勇敢的示爱, 但, 我没那么有出息.
最终闹到自己躲在夜里偷偷哭.
再问自己谁让你开心? 还是你.

待续

戴佩妮《野薔薇》马来西亚演唱會 - 盛開

2010-01-18T17:20:00.001+08:00

盛開时的妮

擅長跳舞的戴佩妮一出場就先用跳一支充滿節奏感的舞
接着以让我猜对的《吹嗶嗶》來打頭陣
成功馬上炒熱全場氣氛，这包括五馨角的：

未来大导演林小妹
未来音乐家王昭君
未来建筑王潘大帅
未来赤脚姑张阿妮
未来传教师光头忠

阿妮也多次使用吉他和彈奏鋼琴
除了以“正常”方式彈奏外
更瘋狂跳上鋼琴上高唱《不想》一曲，讓人爽到死

最让我喜欢阿妮当天讲的话是自稱是歌迷的藝術品
还有“做人做到这样就够了”
当我听到时，仿佛在勉励着我向她学习
太多经典的话；太多有意思的歌；太多让人想跟着她一起跳的舞
还有必要两难吗？

你不是我的偶像，你是我的学习对象
巴不得变成和你一样的成功也被认同

你知道吗？你把我们五人给妮疯了
不愿走的妮迷

看见听见骆驼的辛德瑞拉
笔

戴佩妮《野薔薇》马来西亚演唱會 - 凋零

2010-01-18T16:34:00.000+08:00

凋零时的妮

戴佩妮《野薔薇》马来西亚演唱會 - 含蕾

2010-01-18T16:23:00.001+08:00

含蕾时的妮

《戴佩妮野薔薇大馬演唱會2010》曲目
吹嗶嗶／看見聽見／不想／水中央／兩難／之間（和陳家凱合唱）／吶喊（陳家凱）／怎樣／街角的祝福／愛瘋了／單身潛逃┼淡水河邊┼愛過┼單身潛逃／It’s All About Love／遺憾（阿鑌）／馬來語版《你要的愛》／1999┼79.89.99／已經很久┼我有想法／原諒我就是這樣的女生／明天以後／和阿鑌共跳Swing Jazz／野薔薇／一個人的行李／路／小小／防空洞／（安哥）駱駝／你要的愛（華語搖滾版）／（二度安哥）吹嗶嗶

戴佩妮《野薔薇》马来西亚演唱會 - 綻放

2010-01-18T16:05:00.004+08:00

綻放时的妮

梦想的执著

2010-01-15T12:15:00.001+08:00

日月的对调，

时光的流逝，

不知觉的已经到了开学的第二星期，

回顾自己在放假里所做过的事，

还真的没有任何的烦恼，

放假里，

去了很多的地方，

看了多部电影，

常常的“早出晚归”，

和他们一起混得真开心。

看着他们对自己的梦想的执著，

抱着决心的迈向前进着，

就只有我，

没有着像他们一样的努力，

往着目标前进，

到底是怎么了？？？

我的前方很模糊不清，

毫无方向，

像行尸走肉的走着，

到底我所要的终点在哪？

原来，

我所要的跟他们不一样，

我没大志，

没上进心，

像个空着躯体，

有时觉得他们背负的，

和我有所不同，

他们能有偶尔的任性，

我却不能这样，

我想要很强的斗志，

但，

如何才能点燃内心的那把火？

最近的生活重心也有点偏离了，

沉淀却带有点自暴自弃了，

冷静却有点烦躁，

不想这样的我。。。

我，

不懂，

不知道，

不能了解，

自己了。。。。。

（转载自: 寒霜纷飞梦想的执著）

不要以为我们都很好
家家有本难念的经
我们会迷茫，很可能是我们走错路了
所以造成我们行尸走肉
我想，
是时候找条自己喜欢走的路
是捷径也好，是颓废也好，是什么都好
豁出去吧
不见光死，心不爽
我们开始转变吧
好像老了，再拖会爆炸
忠，加油

BC L14 21

2010-01-15T11:11:00.001+08:00

After back from Kuching & Singkawang trip
I continue stay at Subang
Because I lazy to travel back Malacca then go Genting alone
So I decided stay here & disturb James & my ex- housemate
BC L14 21 is the SIMBOL for all my ex-housemate
Which include : Benny,Elly,Ethan,Jac & Shirnie

Due they just move to Suriamas (the apartment with very good environment)
So I had help them clean their house
The moment I clean
I knew I going to miss them badly
Thanks god giving the chance stay with them these few days
I will appreciate

Hope can stay in the same roof like before
But I decided to leave them fight for my future
Just learnt with Benny
Leave & Fight

There is some others new housemate coming in
But wish them Aman Damai for the next 2 years

the day I leave SINGKAWANG

2010-01-12T08:55:00.000+08:00

I saw Benny eye... turn red like that day at airport
He try to skip eye contact with us
And suddently I felt my eye was blur... because tear
OMG is so unbelieveable I will get so touch with the last good bye
Due is maybe last time I play with him
So my eye...
Take care Benny... Maybe next time I will find u again at Australia or Jakarta

Sad

Before to Kuching & Singkawang

2010-01-05T18:08:00.000+08:00

Just now my parent ask me a lot this & that...
Worry me la... Too much...
Make me felt stress now

Still remember last time I get lost...
Still remember last time how brave I'm go Lombok Indonesia alone

The risk for a girls travel is always dangerous in my parent mind
How can I change their thinking?
As a result, I decided travel more often
Let them feel travel is actually not that dangerous as they think

Already plan where to go, where to eat, where to play
Hope the trip will be successfully end

Travel is my dream

My Heart Saw My Dad Old liao

2010-01-03T02:01:00.003+08:00

02.01.10 after gotong royong is lazy to do others thing

But, my dad had imform me in advance he want me to help him

"dye his hair from white to black"

That days my young sis had create the SAMPAT sentense again

"dad, u are handsome and u got the white hair smell"

"jie, u are pretty and u got the sunflower smell"

*smell here mean feel

haha... is funny when we talk

But I want to say

"dad, u are old and got the dote smell"

Why??? He always dote me very

Always make me felt guilty

Because I'm always make him worry

03.01.10 My lovely dad birthday

Look he is so happy, and I can see he felt touch when we sing birthday song

My mum also quite old liao

Gastric always...

Pity her cant eat chili, some more want to diet

OMG, hope she can slim, but worry her healty

My elder sis suggest celebrate with dad

She is more filial than me I think

Thanks to her stay at hometown taking care of my parent these years

Now, I'm gonna to be not filial again

I want leave my home, my parent again

I hope I can have few year freedom

After I will back to my dad & mum side

I promise

My younger sis, too naive
Im worried to her always
So, I always teach her to be cruel a bit
Be more confident...
Maybe she is the younger sis, logically will make me more dote & care

I cant stable recently, because I know I going to home sick agian
I force myself to acheive my dream
I will sacrifice the time to be with them

They old already; I worry I'm wasting time

Stay with them?
Now admit I'm family oriental

2010-01-02T01:33:00.000+08:00

MG is located at Melaka Raya

Is a vegetarian high class restaurant with nice atmosphere

Ging like the wall decoration

I like the food there...

After we go continue to Nadeje

The origin of mille crepe

It is located at Pahlawan Mall, left handside from Old Town

Nowadays we like to go there enjoy our spoil life

Then we nothing to do, start try Klaugh NEW specs

Please rating who suitable with the specs!

No 1. Chong

2) CK

3) nienie

4)Ging

Actually is useless we rate

Because the brazen face Klaugh sure will said "I'm the best"

Cheap-jing Klaugh

everthing gone & goes

2010-01-01T01:20:00.000+08:00

2010.01.01 01:15am

Sunflower year for me
I addicted to u - Sunflower

sunflower promise make ^.^

Sunflower Addicted

2009-12-29T14:09:00.001+08:00

~~Sunflower Fields~~
Sunflower Fields can be found between Lop Buri and Saraburi along the Phatthana Nikhom-Wang Muang route. Which is the nearer sunflower fields I can found in SEA. From December to January (Thai winter season), the sunflowers along the road attract all passers by when they are in full bloom.

http://www.bangkok-daytrips.com/sunflower-festival-in-thailand.html

Another sunflower fields is located at Doi Mae U-Kho in Northern Thailand. Wild sunflowers can be found there.

http://www.earthoria.com/sunflower-fields-thailand.html

Now I announce Sunflower Fields had been listed in my pending tour journey.

Christmas Eve at Portugese Village

2009-12-26T01:19:00.001+08:00

We went there is already 1am something.

Because we go catch movie SHERLOCK HOLMES.

As usual, the decoration in Portugese Village had very nice christmas atmosphere

But the view after count down is disaster!!!

Please love the earth...
Why Christmas make this scene???
People still not awake.

我们的团体OUR GROUP

2009-12-25T12:17:00.000+08:00

哈咯，大家好我是空虚，我是空洞，我是空荡
我们是BRADA

林小妹演空虚
侯翰恭演空洞
潘大帅演空荡

哈咯，我们是SISDA
我叫王昭君，我叫杨贵妃
我们是老处女

陈牙妹演王昭君
张漏风演杨贵妃

哈咯，我们是稳健派
我叫稳君
我叫稳妮
我叫健吉
我叫健忠
我们的风格，排斥潘景颜

本人很庆幸能与你们这几个猪朋狗友一起谈笑风生

闲女

After Taylor's College where I will go???

2009-12-22T01:48:00.000+08:00

Haiz... These days my mood is like ROJAK
ROJAK life when will finish???
After Taylor's life I confirm move my next target to Malaysia Tour Guide License
But my parent prefer I go Singapore for work
Somemore help me find the job already... "very high efficency"

But Malaysia is rich with everything than Singapore, why my parent can't understand me???
Why they don't let me go??? Why they always want to block my way???

To show filial obedience is not my style
So I think I will make them angry and angry with my decision
I want to be filial but I don't want my life always control under by my parent

I hope I can hold my life (career)
They always force me do something that I don't like I felt annoying

But I still need to respect them but last I only will argue until hurt my parent
Haiz... nowaday I was easily compromise
Because I knew my parent are old; I shouldn't hurt my parent
So how about my DREAM???
I will have no DREAM...

I should go chasing my dream make them angry
OR
I should listen to them make myself suffer

As a conclusion, I think I should go
Why??? My reason is

I leave now, there is still have my sibling will look after my parent I can no need to worry too much
When the day I come back, I want to stable down, I will take over from my sibling look after them
I just want to leave them before they old?
So that I will have few year is fully own by myself?
To have a kick start on my career
Is selfish am I???

I will persuade my lovely daddy & mummy
Just let me free; I will come back to u

my sister de result

2009-12-16T13:26:00.000+08:00

Why? why? why?

Is only 1 A???

She is damn clever girl

Neveer mind la, at least no C

Before I thought I will broke

Becuase need to treat her 1A = 1Secret recipe

Now, she is sad
I rather treat her 7secret recipe
Now... I sad too

Today I leave my house... my friend ... my housemate

2009-12-14T23:33:00.001+08:00

the memories we having fun

exam 2mr but we still play, I like that day

I will remember u all who I recognize in this 2 year at TCHT

Today, this morning, just now...

Ethan still same as usual always bully me

But I was enjoy and like it...

My lovely housemate JAC

haha... easy to get emo (in cry)

always stress... then smoking...
jac please stop smoking... I will go to paradise!!!
no more nagging to him @#$%

TAKE GOOD CARE...

伍馨出游马六甲蝴蝶园

2009-12-12T18:58:00.003+08:00

久违的马六甲蝴蝶园，我们来了。。。

这根柱子感觉不错，把你拍下来做我的照片标本

入口处有个大鸟笼，里头满是色彩缤纷的小鹦鹉

原来它们是吃长豆的

近点的拍，弄到我也想吃，可以给我一点吗？

有朝一日，把我家花园也弄个鹦鹉园

冷酷到不行的黑鸟，嗯，不跟你玩

景颜跟我的最爱猴子玩，弄到我也一起抽热闹

爪到胜吉的手痛到要命的大鹦鹉LADY

蝴蝶飞到韩忠的手上了，不是他幸运，因为人人都能

呵呵，当然少不了我

我的得意作品

RM488 谁能买给我？

还记得以前自己做了一首蝴蝶歌

如今依然记忆犹新

伍馨角的白日游，谢谢你们

Result Announcement for my Diploma Tourism Management

2009-12-11T12:21:00.001+08:00

This is Timetable for Final Exam Diploma
Now start comment about my performance

02.12.09 Wed
Travel & Tourism Operation = I had try to vomit out all about KEDAH state
Travel & Tourism Environment & Communication = I think the conprehension ok, but eassy suck

03.12.09 Thu
Travel Agency Management = I satisfied with my answer

04.12.09 Fri
French = Comme Ci Comme Ca
Tour Leading = Suprise me because I do quite well than usual

05.12.09 Sat
Professional Conduct = Overall is good

07.12.09 Mon
Computer Reservation System = Haha... I can do all the command

08.12.09 Tue
Inbound Packaging = The most confident subject become the most disapointed subject

09.12.09 Wed
Bahasa Malaysia Comprehension = Senang je...
Bahasa Malaysia Oral = Boleh Tahan la

10.12.09 Thu
Announcement Result = Honourable Pass

Sound from me: The result I received for me is satisfied, because I sleep all the time^^

NOW... let's awaitng 31 JAN 2010

蔡锷与小凤仙主题曲

2009-12-05T12:10:00.002+08:00

伤爱一生 - 周海媚

花火终散开　田地都取替海
玫瑰　纵会枯萎也愿栽
假使感痛哀　无甚麼不变改
还剩我　永远都不会离开
如果我无止境的等与待　不放开
还换到每缕青丝变白　我只敢说活该
从无止境的伤与害　喜变哀
其实我看痛苦只当尘埃　以我一生证实爱
多少的碎心　年月中等呀等
捱下去　各有苦果与前因
酒醒天已昏　如梦死的醉生
谁又叫　我爱这一个男人　（谁让我　要这麼一往情深）
如果我无止境的等与待　不放开
而命数纵有苍天注定　会否因我而改
从无止境的伤与害　喜变哀
来目送你带走一抹云彩　我献出一世情爱

不止戏教育性，歌词也有意思

Professional Conduct

2009-12-05T10:51:00.000+08:00

About my comment for today de Professional Conduct.
That is a presentation for our industrial training report in power point form.

I think I doing quite good and enough professional if no ISO 9001:2000 question to me.
What is ISO??? ARH... The jury ask me this question!!!

I answer : a company acheive a certain level of qualification which is required
The jury : I know but what is ISO?
I "guai lan"answer : Sorry i don't know, can u please tell me?
The jury : The company is a very good established company, so that they get the qualification... ... ... ...
I "bo gam wan" reply : Oh... Thanks...

I think I correct what. Even is not so complete... Haiz... Due to the question, it hurt me.
Now, I felt my professional conduct no so good already.

Nvm, learnt from mistake so I go through in more detail suft from internet what is ISO 9001:2000?
Here is the answer is...
http://www.iso.org/iso/about.htm

Hmm... now I knew already...
(wa jiu si beh sai lerr gong wa beh hiao)
(wo jiu shi bu shuang ni pi ping wo)
(wo zhao hai mum tong yi lei kong wo @#$%)

I'm not angry here, is just want to told u guys
the question had motivete me had change me
wakaka... I need grew up in this kind of situation I think...

最终最爱我自己

2009-11-29T03:14:00.000+08:00

今天原本不打算找伍馨的
但还是忍不住，我处了门

爱情与友谊- 友谊会排第一
爱情与家人- 家人会排第一
爱情与事业- 爱情会排第一
而
爱情与自己- 自己会排第一

总的来说，正确排列以重要性角度是
自己，家人，友谊，爱情，事业

最终我是自私的，
我玩不起更碰不得，

对不起，我伤了所有爱过我的男性
请原谅我那儿高尚而且过分的自己
我重视友谊多过你，我是懦弱女子
这环节我想我是不敢爱也不敢承认

如果有天我豁出去了，那么我真的是爱你的吧
自今我乃在痴痴的等，就是想盼那一天的到来

在爱情这方面，我永远是失败的一方
这就是为什么，造就今天的一败涂地

棒打鸳鸯的自封，就怕在次做错事
原谅我就是这样的女生

戴佩妮要在明年1月16日在云顶开唱。
林胜吉会在明年1月16日在云顶赴约？
张雪妮肯在明年1月16日在云顶观赏？

2009-11-27T16:55:00.001+08:00

This trial week
OMG I sleep most of the time
I didn’t study as hard as I must
What the hell I’m !!!
~~Monday~~
Tour Management - I can’t do
Tour Operation - I can do but crap a lots
~~Tuesday~~
Tour Environment - I can do but crap too
CRS - I can do but still not well enough
~~Wednesday~~
Tour Leading - I can’t do
Professional Conduct - I can do but too long my slides
~~Thursday~~
Tour Packaging - I can do quite well Mr. Timo said^^
BM - I can’t do oral, written ok

Haiz…
How lei??? How lei???
What’s my final will be?
Will I continue sleep?
I have tried drinking a lots tea
Avoid drink my favor coffee
And never tried to drink red bull
But end up I still felt sleepy...
Haiz maybe like Elly say I not care to the trial gua…

Pak Ale & Me de conversation - My Mentor from Bali

2009-11-20T18:02:00.002+08:00

Today I had chat with Pak David, Pak Yudish & my Pak Ale
So miss them

Bali Pak Ale says (3:04 PM):

Hi
(R) shirnie (R) said (3:04 PM):
HI...
MY handsome
Bali Pak Ale says (3:04 PM):
my little girl
Bali Pak Ale says (3:05 PM):
hw r u doing
(R) shirnie (R) said (3:05 PM):
ur little girl is doing well
how bout u
Bali Pak Ale says (3:05 PM):
alwys fine
(R) shirnie (R) said (3:07 PM):
oh... really?
Bali Pak Ale says (3:07 PM):
If I die tomorow I want to say I mis u alot
(R) shirnie (R) said (3:07 PM):
without me still will be fine???
(R) shirnie (R) said (3:08 PM):
doubt
Bali Pak Ale says (3:08 PM):
so you know that you have brought my heart wit u
(R) shirnie (R) said (3:09 PM):
ohrrrr....
really???
(R) shirnie (R) said (3:10 PM):
doubt
Bali Pak Ale says (3:11 PM):
u never trust anyone so I just fine if u say it
(R) shirnie (R) said (3:12 PM):
haha...
im waiting u said this
long time i didn't hear
so miss the sound like
Bali Pak Ale says (3:13 PM):
at least u knew
(R) shirnie (R) said (3:14 PM):
of course i knew it
Bali Pak Ale says (3:15 PM):
hows Mom nd dad
Bali Pak Ale says (3:16 PM):
r they still headik with you
(R) shirnie (R) said (3:16 PM):
yaya...
i told them i want work at bali
they want to kill me
wakaka
Bali Pak Ale says (3:17 PM):
ok i move to kl
and they want to kill me
(R) shirnie (R) said (3:20 PM):
why???
Bali Pak Ale says (3:21 PM):
because i will kidnap u
(R) shirnie (R) said (3:21 PM):
wow... im so scared now...
(R) shirnie (R) said (3:22 PM):
behave ur words ya...
ahaha...
it can be the proof
Bali Pak Ale says (3:29 PM):
just will kidnap ur heart
(R) shirnie (R) said (3:34 PM):
oh... lucky is not my soul
Bali Pak Ale says (3:34 PM):
no it also kill my self i would not do that
(R) shirnie (R) said (3:35 PM):
hmm!!!
jual mahal...
do u know what i mean?
Bali Pak Ale says (3:36 PM):
yeah
just wait for the right time it will come
(R) shirnie (R) said (3:37 PM):
cant catch u
Bali Pak Ale says (3:40 PM):
u never know and so do i
Bali Pak Ale says (3:43 PM):
so hws is family
(R) shirnie (R) said (3:44 PM):
oh... my family??? good of course
juz exam in corner
(R) shirnie (R) said (3:45 PM):
and don't want to continue study or work
*dunno want to continue study or work
Bali Pak Ale says (3:45 PM):
just chose the right one dear
(R) shirnie (R) said (3:47 PM):
dilemma now
Bali Pak Ale says (3:48 PM):
why
(R) shirnie (R) said (3:48 PM):
study is good but work is good too
not so sure which to choose
Bali Pak Ale says (3:49 PM):
yeah but good study get good job
(R) shirnie (R) said (3:50 PM):
u really think so?
Bali Pak Ale says (3:52 PM):
yeah if u continue u might get better job than if you stop now
i suggest u continue study when our parents still can support us
u r luck and better than me
Bali Pak Ale says (3:53 PM):
want to continue but finace is not enough
(R) shirnie (R) said (3:57 PM):
do u think u get a good job now?
Bali Pak Ale says (3:58 PM):
no
if can continue study I will get better job
u know i work until night outside and with computer so complicated
(R) shirnie (R) said (4:02 PM):
so what kind of job u think is better? from your point
Bali Pak Ale says (4:06 PM):
every job field is the same but the position in management is diffrent and depend your study grade and experience
Bali Pak Ale says (4:09 PM):
like in war u will win with full loaded gun and the most modern of gun u will use
(R) shirnie (R) said (4:10 PM):
i think i knew what to choose...
now i more confident toward my choice
Bali Pak Ale says (4:13 PM):
great thats my real little girl
(R) shirnie (R) said (4:53 PM):
thanks...
Bali Pak Ale says (4:54 PM):
u r most welcome my little princes
Bali Pak Ale says (5:11 PM):
I have to go honey
thanks for share
you have freshed my soul today
(R) shirnie (R) said (5:12 PM):
thanks also
handsome
bye
take care
hope we can chat next time
Bali Pak Ale says (5:12 PM):
wish you and family have a great weekend
Bali Pak Ale says (5:13 PM):
I will let u know if i go to KL in very soon
(R) shirnie (R) said (5:14 PM):
ok

SUCK taylor's college school of hospitality & TOURISM

2009-11-19T16:32:00.001+08:00

Today I damn angry with everything of taylor's college school of hospitality & TOURISM

The staff & the lecturer is suck...

Time table of our FINAL ASSESSMENT got mistake
It is confirm the EXAM CENTRE fault
BUT...

The staff said "In this case I don't want to blame anyone, because both side had wrong"
The LOW EQ MR.TONY said "Hey student, how can u not serious, why u laught!!!"

Imagine u didn't do anything wrong, but the people keep scolding at u
(of course not only me IS OUR WHOLE CLASS- DIPLOMA TOURISM 29)
Is very annoying and rediculous

why some people they are wrong but don't want to admit?
why some people they are don't know anything but still want to pretend?
why some people they are only let us disapoint but again and again?
why some people they are look like adult but mental just like a child?

chance had been given
but they are still perform the same thing and let u felt class so miserable

people are disaster creature
I hate those who are clown be-ING

Today Mr.Tony performing is really really make people felt not satisfied
He is seriously really no EQ at all?
My comment is:
"Just like a little girl so easy to get angry @#$%^&"

"sampat" de Mr.Tony

my dote dote de sister

2009-11-18T19:52:00.001+08:00

this monday, my younger sister wake me up from my "magic bed"

why I called it "magic bed"
because I think magic man had spell on my bed
everytime I saw my bed, I will fall to his body
then sleep until i felt enough
damn scary bed... so I'm so worry when I want to enter my room
phobia with my "magic bed"

ok, continue with my sis
she is so so cute...
I dote my younger sis very much
she younger than me 5 years old
but we have no communication problem

one of reason we have no communication problem is:
she my childhood PLAYER

we done many crazy thing (sampat-sampat & gila-gila to...)
we bet something with money (RM50-RM50 & RM100-RM100 to...)
we played fun in everything (kacau- kacau & menyebuk-menyebuk to...)
we laughted because some lame thing (wakaka-wakaka & tak habis-habis)

why call me??? on line 1hrs...
told me she can move to science class successfully
and told me many more about her (story)
and we keep complaint to someone we dislike
and the highlight is she said she "miss me"
wakaka... I miss u too

she said miss me for 1 month only we didn't meet
how if I go NZ 1 year???
she will "xiu si wa" - hokkian

this 20th Nov Friday,
I will not only can meet my friends, my family, and my cute younger sister
muack ^^

PAPA JOHN DAYS

2009-11-17T11:32:00.000+08:00

I suggest go to PAPA JOHNS eat...

Delicious de started

Creamy de butter

Suit for diet de salad

PAPA PIZZA 1

PAPA PIZZA 2

BAKED RICE

my first guest : JARON

my second guest : YINGYING

my third & forth guest : DEBRA & FARAH

of course & me

bill please : wah RM71.20

After French Trial we go lunch at Sunway Piramid de PAPA JOHN PIZZA

Which I ate before at Bali, but today is the first time at MALAYSIA

The taste is different, be frank PAPA JOHN at Bali is nicer

Maybe is because the atmosphere ba...

again... become no more suprise

2009-11-14T21:08:00.000+08:00

the title = bored

there again...

my favourite = when I not happy; after ate I will be happy again

but I prefer fish chop...

today the waiter wrong sending my favourite to me

sent to me cheese baked rice with pork chop

I'm not happy anymore... haiz...

the beverage that I order everytime - hot mostly

set meal free soup and dessert

just felf bored with the wrong timing ate the wrong thing

haiz... shirnie ah... shirnie... u are so lucky got food to eat

still felt not satisfied???

sin

working holiday new zealand - how i start...

2009-11-13T22:50:00.000+08:00

This is my colleugue from Bali...
Pak David
Who had sent an offline message to me...
How I know them???
Is internship - been there training for 3 month
So miss everything there; People, F&B, Culture, Nature

Because of this experience, making me more want to seek for working holiday in everything + + +

From newspaper, magazine, internet that I read & surf before, I remember is :

"I discover in this world I can work & holiday" in year 2004

wow... I'm so addict-ing with this ...

I want... I want...

Just now, seek for infomation about this, now I knew more...

"Is not only can go to NZ or Australia, country like UK, Ireland,Canada and so many choice..."

wow... I'm damn happy right now...

Just feel like full with energy - seek for infomation

(although next week is my diploma trial exam, still lepak-ing here)

Experience... experience... experience...

Thinking now... "is every country offer wash toilet job & free holiday"

Then I will #$%^&*(think too much)

Anyway I'm happy now^^

yipi^^ yipi^^

Today = Happy de Day

2009-11-11T00:28:00.002+08:00

Today is what day???

I break my record... just a game...

I played almost 1 year finally I reach level 10

I'm so happy^^

I'm glad although I not really doing well in everything

But I satisfied.

So Jaron be happy everyhing will be alright.

"when u bored just let's wolf"

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CcQT7lH6vyQ

After that, I found something so meaningful
Please if u free or u loss
Just have a click the link below
Your mind will be more clear...
For me it is...

http://www.bearotic.com/2009/02/23/best-animated-short-oscar-winner-2009/

Be enjoy what I bring to you;
Life will be a past,
But it giving us an unforgetable memory ~

献给所有梦寻者

2009-11-09T22:42:00.000+08:00

他 - AH GOH 要去法国五年；
她 - NIENIE 要去新西兰两季。

他是肯定的；
她是不定的。

他是未来为途径；
她是体验为假意。

前途；
贪玩。

有人为梦而猛兴奋；
有人为梦而猛忧愁。

有梦敢敢追，有人痴痴等；
有意心有意，有力心有力。

祝愿所有梦寻者，梦想成真^^

FISH & POND and TAD

2009-11-06T16:36:00.003+08:00

Do you want to be a Small Fish in a Big Pond? Or a Big Fish in a Small Pond?
Does the Small Fish belong only to the Small Pond? And the Big Fish only to the Big Pond?
Can the Small Fish one day make it to the Big Sea? Or the Ocean? And can the Small Fish survive?
Are you a Big Fish or a Small Fish?

I don’t believe “NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE” because some things are simply IMPOSSIBLE no matter how hard we try.
I’m not being negative or narrow minded, just being realistic. That’s life.
I’m also a realistic person. I do not waste time on things I think I am not up to it or if I think I do not have what it takes to be.
I admire people who set goals and achieved it ultimately and of course maintained it.
But I think people who dare to dream of things that are far from reality are kinda naive or silly.
I think one should know clearly one’s ability.
But ironically, sometimes if you don’t try, you won’t know if you really can make it.
Many people told me to try for many things, but due to my realistic self, I rejected.
Sometimes I think being too firm and realistic is not actually a good thing, because you might miss out a lot in life?
Dilemma…

This is my fish & pond philosophy de tad.
CK which u want to be???

棒打鸳鸯

2009-11-06T00:32:00.001+08:00

自相牟盾的心理
不由自主的渴望
七上八下的情绪
棒打鸳鸯的自封

要是胜吉看到就会赠我两个字
“活该”
然后缺德的他还会猛歧视批评

不过，这几天妮妮是有点不舒服的
因为又轻微头痛，这样可怜
第一次这样可怜自己，悲

2009.11.01 KETAMgraphy

2009-11-02T23:48:00.003+08:00

:- JAC invite me to join

:-BENNY my (DC 29 BF) is follow too

:- COLLIN the Malacian also mau masuk campur

:- ETHAN the gastronomyer

:- KENRY a new freind introduce by ELLY

:- ELLY huh... this she is... my LAME housemate

:- DAPHNE a girl with dream... my dream?!?!

:- SINGCHEER er-jie pretty like model

:- SHIRNIE is me... jin tian chu lai wan^^

finally happy ending with the theme given "ketamgraphy"

thanks you guys... have giving me an unforgetable CRAP momory

pending de luv

2009-11-02T22:42:00.000+08:00

too must post were pending in my brain those are nonsence!!! are shit!!! are meaningless!!!

haiz... i only can tell klaught...
but... he & me @#$%

haiz... i only can round the box...
but... him & me ???

pending de luv...
sour but not sweet anymore

pls : don't do something let others down

Felt so wrong...

2009-10-30T01:04:00.000+08:00

That day when my parent heard I said "headache until vomit"
They are so worry... My dad even worry my HEAD got problem...
They are not only sent me to Mahkota Medical Centre for check-up, but also brought me to consult by sinsheh.

Haiz... how can I fulfill my dream to travel around the world?
How old already? I'm still making my parent worry about me.
Where is my independance goes?
Is health problem, so actually is not related to self - management problem...
Consoled myself ?!?!
Maybe...

After came back from Malacca, I knew that my dad & mum not only just want to do their responsible
They are also dote & love me.
So many days now i had been taken the coloring medicine...
I was actually hate those pill...
PINK + YELLOW + BLACK
All kinds color are suit for wear but not eat.
Those pill had also make my urine smell like pill!!!
I hate!!! I hate!!!
What to do, I have to continue eat for the rest 2 month...
I just hope those pill won't follow me forever.

Just 2 month enough ya... Can't more okie?
okok... >Consoled again<

I felt so wrong because I promise my dad will sleep before 10pm
I promise myself start jogging again every FRI, SAT,SUN
but
Both I didn't do what I supppose to do
Sorry "my lovely daddy" I let u down & cheating I slept before 10pm everyday.
I was only try to cook something with no MSG...

Felt so SIN... so SIN... so SIN...

Sorry daddy... please don't call me and care me too much
I felt so guilty...
Try change my unhealthy schedule tomorrow...
At least sleep before 12 lo...

1.01 am now...
Is still bloging, upload photo & plan travel to Sabah
DISASTER!!!
dare u good fall down from stair
HMM...

Lucky Thursday?

2009-10-29T22:43:00.001+08:00

OMG... Today was damn lucky...
I fall down from TCPJ Annex.
Lucky Jaron drag me, and I didn't push ying ying.
If not I think everyone will laught...
Damn Paiseh... Hope he not seen^^
My leg now "bongkak", sakit sangat.

宫心计

2009-10-28T22:29:00.000+08:00

尽管我只是小小人物
但，人非圣贤；谁能无过
我又何能何得去批评或指责呢

外面的世界
如此攻心
如此斤斤计较
还真不想插上一脚
但，我的优越总会使人妒忌
而我又怎能不牵连在内

隐士高山；世外隔绝；流浪去吧

请求神名保佑我这小女子
实践我小小愿望，完成我大大心愿

小女子下个目的地能去新西兰吗？
天时，地利，仁和；啊！！！

Today mood damn good^^

2009-10-23T23:48:00.002+08:00

0945 - Woke up, brush teeth, shower, and went to wash my clothes @ listening song 1035 – Warm my Taufu Egg Seaweed Soup, (soup + bread = breakfast) @ listening song
1050 – Iron my clothes @ listening song
1150 – Went to college be my housemate ELLY guest (hotel management student)
1210 – Oh… In the restaurant (practical restaurant) only I knew is being Queenie (Elly classmate) guest
1330 – Finish the fine dining. Get to know I new friend from Japan.
1335 – Library asking for sign-in student helper (earn $ by shelving 1hours RM5) The person in charge asks me to wait for call because they have new rules.
1400 – Met Ming Fong in library when I was learnt how to write my guiding commentary.
1402 – Receive call from library, ahaha happy (good news)
1405 – They ask me when I free and do the job as soon as possible.
1410 – The kaka show me the way to shelving (but I know already la, never mind let her show)
1415 – Started shelving (working hours from 2pm – 6pm)
1615 – Ask myself (how long already I shelving)
1700 – Ask myself (when long is 6pm)
1750 – Ask Myself (when I can finish)
1805 – Yeah… I can back home already
1806 – Went to fill up the form to mark down my working hours
1825 – Finally the staff able to print to correct form for me to fill (always print the wrong form to me, maybe I’m too pretty he can’t concentrate)
1840 – Reached home with sweat a lots (raining soon have to walk faster than usual)
1850 – Started cook for my dinner (ingredient : Broccoli, Tomato, Egg, Instant Noodles, Prego Italian Sauce)
1930 – Can eat lo… Wait… Wait… Wait… take picture first… Ahaha…
1935 – Instant Noodles cook in pasta style really looked good (spent 5 minutes to take picture)
2050 – Online at Daffnie house (she is a architecture student, know her from Jac)

Entire time is:
Chat with my Yean Yean, MingFong, Jay (happy birthday to JAY)…
Surfing some general knowledge (actually not general at all, just want to be knowledgeable lady)
Waiting the 0000 to be the first flying bless to my best friend “CK… happy birthday”
Why so many people birthday recently??? Jay, CK, Farah, Ah Chong… Adui…

What next…
AHAHA… DREAMING TILL WAKE UP (how long the journey I need to spent???)
ANSWER: Have to wait until I woke up lo^^ BOOM!!!

This is what my Talented Yean Design d-:
no mentor learnt himself...

The happy time of him (sent me his SOMBONG-NESS design : got copyright de wor~said is valuable)

His successful result only will make me jealous, so JEALOUS...

Give up my dream (ART line) and then choose TOURISM line is correct?

Whether is correct or not just do everthing well be a winer but not a loser^^

TOURISM ALSO CAN ART WHAT!!!

Life; Live; Art

抵世妮乐园 thIs nIE lAnd

一个疯子之所以变疯子

When you think you lost control…

献给；Just for you - Matilda

疯语录

星馨心思

OMG VIDEO from my YOUTUBE account

Sorry to myself; sorry to “nothing”

伍馨胜五星，温妮馨坊

小思大想，很是浪漫

妮式笑话

阴沟里翻船，妮也有今天

I just want to take a rest ...

birthday wishes collection ; appreciate to all

my birthday dream - 22 Jan . 22 YO

我还是个小孩

一堆屎的开场戏

他告诉我说：良禽择木而栖

CAN I SENT THIS EMAIL TO THE CHEAP-JING S'PORE CUSTOMER

我是空中小姐 - Je suis une hôtesse de l'air

我们有到这样吗？

原来

又没中 Singapore Sweep

My DIY Twin Lens Reflex Camera

My first TOMS shoes

Tiring 2 : dRINK aT cLARKE qUAY sINGAPORE

Tiring 1 : mEASURE sINGAPORE's rOAD...

If I were a BOY...

因为胜吉；让我领悟 - 朱砂痣

ah... I bla bla bla again... ...

难道问题本身就是问题叠问题？

his point of view to be a DUCK

nie nie next trip might go to Shanghai Expo 2010 - Suzhou

nie nie next trip might go to Shanghai Expo 2010

I'M JUST DAMN ANGRY

Close to You

TAIS TOI; MOI

夸张

How are you Shirnie?

回忆起当年

who... who... who... de epic story

i had bad day today

给一个钢琴演奏家

钱

Yesterday and today…

3… 2… 1… 0…

I would like to ask…

Today I had done my first deal in my company^^

傻笑的背影

Im NOT happy with working at Singapore...

我忧你烦

编织我心里的那个你 - 1

My 1st Job at Singapore

与时并进新加坡的妮

他们

帮助巧瑭看世界 Hope to see the world to help Qiao Tarn

you make me melted; proud to you

21st Birthday Thanks 22.01.10

那一夜的你和我

戴佩妮《野薔薇》马来西亚演唱會 - 盛開

戴佩妮《野薔薇》马来西亚演唱會 - 凋零

戴佩妮《野薔薇》马来西亚演唱會 - 含蕾

戴佩妮《野薔薇》马来西亚演唱會 - 綻放

梦想的执著

BC L14 21

the day I leave SINGKAWANG

Before to Kuching & Singkawang

My Heart Saw My Dad Old liao

everthing gone & goes

Sunflower Addicted

Christmas Eve at Portugese Village

我们的团体OUR GROUP

After Taylor's College where I will go???

my sister de result

Today I leave my house... my friend ... my housemate

伍馨出游马六甲蝴蝶园

Result Announcement for my Diploma Tourism Management

蔡锷与小凤仙 主题曲

Professional Conduct

最终最爱我自己

蔡锷与小凤仙主题曲