Conversation between Me & Shirnie

Finally term 1 result I know already… 1st my friend tell me that can online check already is quite don’t know why actually no feeling…
Haiz…
What had happen to me?
Really no feeling…
Is it I still keep my mind want to change course???
So I don’t feel anything…
Har……
Please don’t … Stop keep thinking that bad think!!!
Enough… Really enough…
But really can’t stop and thinks…
Haiz…
Shirnie ah… Shirnie…
Your result actually really no too bad, why you still want to change?
Crazy ar ???
Maybe really feel bored with the tourism course…
If you really change course, are you sure will satisfied too???
Truly not very sure…
But I don’t want regret at least I have try…
How about after you try also still feel bored???
Design impossible I will feel boring …
Now you say like this, I know you very much, after you will regret too if really change to design.
Haiz… I really hope can show my talent in design stage…
If you really got talent, I sure where you are where the stage are waiting for you…
Ponder long time… Maybe you are right…
“A talent people not afraid don’t have stage just afraid don’t have brave”
But I’m still afraid, scared, worried… My future_..._
What happen with your future?
Don’t know la, not really sure if I continue studies tourism will waste the time or money or not…
Are you going to worry about your next term result already right?
Ya, because a lot of my friend said this 1st term really easy to pass but 2nd term is not that easy…
So if next term fail, more sad… Of course I will do my best not try my best to study la…
Haiz… You really… I don’t know how to say anymore…
Ya, I also know I’m a person who are very vexed in any time…
Ya, you should change now… If no, you will suffer all the time…
Maybe suffer is better than always relax…
No, you should start enjoy what is relax now already…
Ya, I have think before… Be steady…
Ya, that right…
Umm… I will…
So still want to change course???
No…
Sure?
Hehe… Actually not sure…
Wah… How can you!!! Still…
Ok… Ok… Can I sure half, not sure half?
Oh no my god…
Haha… This is what Shirnie am…