who had made me felt with... like now?

During the three months internship at LCB Tour I really appreciate chance that had been give to me.

Thanks, Borneo Adventure unreasonable rejected my applying for training at Sarawak.
Thanks, LCB Tour approved the applying for training at Johore.
Thanks, my relative – my uncle & aunty, my lovely grandma, and my family.

This 3 months life at Batu Pahat, a place I just will visit not enough 5 times per years. A place from unfamiliar until a place I conquer with. A place had growth me up in my life path. Is a place I think are more planed than some other big city.

Before that I though had already knew how cruel human are. That’s why my heart are so different with other people. I heart are so cruel to certain cases. My thinking became so weird with other. Sometimes I really felt maybe I’m wrong. I should accept “always be positive thinking” in my way. But, fact is “reality” proof to me sometimes I am right.

Recently I repeat and repeat ask myself, am I suit work in tourism environment? My horoscope is not Virgo why every time I were set the perfect target to myself? Who had made me like this? How long already I didn’t do the perfect done?

Tourism is communication job with people. Ya, I can request myself to due with any type of customer. Instead, can I co-operate with my partner? I can’t stand at the people are lack insight, a lot apprehensions and no self-awareness person. So, how?

I think now are the times for me to find the solution. I need to overcome from this annoying matter. I need to look for the partner that can work with. Found my way of what I need are now under control by me.

I spent my life every second to know who am I.
I burn myself as candle to brightening the philosophy of life.
I am an individualistic.
Can I survive in tourism world? Hope so!