I'm bullshit

Is your affair

Is your matter
Is your business

Why built the wall between you and me
I think you should know who I drop this hint about

I hate you la
Not mature at all
We getting old and old already
Please whatever I keep as secret that can’t tell you
Please don’t easily get angry

Then, you
Said the words hurt me
Said the words harm me

I want tell you also
But I can’t over my mountain heart to tell you
I hope I can told you everything also

Because I know you will very care it
Because I know you will taking serious on it
Because I know you will hate that person after this

I just want to protect that person
Because I know you and me were the same
We care that person
We want that person good in everything
But that person had done a foolish thing
But as friend of that person

I will try my best to help
I will try my best to protect
I will try my best less that person’s tear
I just want to said now the person are terrible than me
More need our support

I hate myself
Because I thought the person would know how to handle everything on self
I regret I let the person choose the suffer journey

Sorry, I always pretend not care in everything on friend’s affair, matter, or business
Sorry, I should AMBIL BERAT; should KEPO; should CAMPUR TANGAN on it

Now, I’m bullshit like you said
Ya, I really bullshit
Just call me bullshit when you want meet me…when you want see me…