Cheating in Exam - 做弊 - Tiruan

September 23, 2008
Had you try before? Bother you try before or not, isn’t important for me.

Haiz… But I had done this bad… bad for my image, bad for my reputation and more worse bad for myself!

Start from I enter college, that make me felt sorry to my father not I was rebellious is I cheating in exam. I believe all parent in this world hope their kids can get a very good result in his or her life. Instead, if we get a good result with cheating our parent will felt happy?

I . Some parent will treat their kids nice meals after felt very disappoint.
II .Some parent will angry but after they will proud with their kids result and show-off.
III .Some parent pretend not mind at all but in their mind, they knew this is truly bad.
IV .Some parent more worst, all in above.

For my father I think is all in above. Doesn’t meant that my father worst lo…Is he knew that in this competitive society can’t without A+ +.

Nowadays, everyone wants the best, so make people want be the best. On the ways be the best, they will choose the best short cut to achieve the best goal. Best of the best are not easy to be. Conversely, it was very easy make a person choose the negative journey to be the best.

Last week, Gallelio System Assessment, although is open book are allow but I still ask my friends how to do. This term, this subject I dislike most. Although Mr. Boey explain very clear, but I really can’t absorb even half of it. Why? I think I clear with the reason. 4 Assessment of the subject, four times I feel I was very no brain at all. The code are given, the answer was there, why you can’t do? Similarly, Mathematics sure can get 100% full mark, why you can’t make it? Not the target I set is too high, is the attitude I have I know is too low (Flo Rida ft. T-Pain - Low). Just like the genre of this song, not serious!!!

Only the subject I ADMIT I cheating in exam.
I don’t like doing this. I hate…
But…I had…
Haiz… Die on Gallelio.
Make me feels soon become the people good-for-nothing liao la.
Haiz… I don’t want became like that lei.
Please no next time!!!

My father sure disappoint I choose the negative journey. Due this reality social, had make him pretend don’t anything that I had done. He just want me stay in all the best. So he always said what had you choose, what the final you need to face with. Because of this, I understand that, if a piece of white paper got only a very small black liquid on it, consider not a white paper already.

My family rules are not strict because I rebellion all the time.
My own rules are strict because I knew I was rebellious.
That why now I felt I no rules at all.
Hey Shirnie Tiew, where is going your life principles? You really want rebellion and destroy your own life is it?
Ya, must wake up now, must be responsible to your own.
I really can’t stand at my mood now, felt really bad. Just likes I had kill somebody.
Maybe you think I too serious on it, but cheating in exam really sin for me.
Feels so sin, sin feels me.
But don’t why I won’t feels I was wrong when I supplied answer to my friends, but I feels wrong when I get answer from friends.

Be Defeated @_@