This Term 3 Break

Finish my 1st Year End Final Exam on 19 September 2008.
In a nutshell, I was not satisfy with my exam.
Haiz… Soon become a saturnine girl lo…

This Term 3 is really quite suffering for me:

My precious K850i drop into…
Accepted my internship to Kuching but rejected with ridiculous reason.
No internet provide 1-2 month, assignment done in college last minutes.
Continuously fall sick - high fewer, flu, diarrhoea, food poisoning.
Heart attack when heard my father…
Expose dirty secret for so many years had been cheat.
Friendship was slightly all gone.
I was cheating in Assessment

Enough!!! Enough!!! Enough!!!
Not I was naïve. Not I was weak. Not I was good for nothing.
Is all thing comes together, naked all the true.
I was no energy to face with.
Please la… Any challenge can come one by one?
Force to the dead corner, but I still need to smile everyday.
My mood easily change, I cant control myself.
I run, I escape, I sleep
But why still can follow me???
May I know why?
I think is I cant bear it down, so…

Just let the problem pass.
Just let yourself free.
Just let… Just let…
Want cry but no tear.
You know this is what kind of suffer called?
I was no really laugh before in this term.

If you are lying at me, please don’t. Just let me know the true.
Because I’m the person can easily to forgive someone.
But if let me know the true after, you had make the scar between us.

This term having break for 2 week, really hope can have vacation.
Actually really plan going back with Jact or Farah to Penang.
Then, walk around there alone.
But I had overspent must control myself.
If not ar… All my money will gone de.

Now I just want to relax my mind.
I don’t want to think so much anymore.
I just want to be far away from the horrible.
I set my new target.
Hope before I graduate I can use my own money went out of country for vacation.

Hope can go South Korea
*But too expensive, have to save a lot
*Purpose visit their countryside
*Meet So Ji Sub there

Hope can go Vietnam
*Not so expensive, while saving still enough money for me spent
*Purpose having nature tourism there

Hope can go Cambodia
*Not so expensive, while saving still can J.CO ~ B.Robbin ~ S.Recipe
*Purpose visit Angkor Wat, experience archaeology tourism

So must saving from now.
No more camera phone C905. (crazy with camera phone)
No more brand collection paper bag. (crazy & stupid colletion)
Continue donate to charity as I can. (crazy force people donate together when I birthday)
Continue invest to origin musical CD. (crazy with piano player Maksim)

So much I wrote, feels happy now?
Just like my friend-klaugh said, cant continue be a “da xiao jie”.
Ya, before Shirnie are not like this.
Ya, need revolution.

Must started happy all the time as before.
Be happy de nienie~~
All the best to your internship during this 3 month la…
Happy… Happy… Happy…